i'm back from KK

i'm back..just arrived home..erm..less than 2 hours ago...
tired..but i want to write down everything that caught my attention during the trip while the memory is still fresh...it's like...my first trip to KK in..hm...more than 6 years time..

-i love the sceneries along the trip...so green...so 'rural'...
-KK has changed so much...i prefer KK over miri..because miri is a city now..too crowded and too 'city' for me...KK is in between gadong here and miri..but i hate the traffic there..i'd rather use public transport..
-i love ma kim's place...small and comfortable..
-i still feel pressurized when going out with my mom's sister..especially the younger one
-i realized they're right...i'm spoiling fook..
-i tried food that i've never tried..
-a lot of temples along the way from lawas to KK
-first time to play slide in a swimming pool...hurt my elbows and toe while playing the slide
-love the kolo mee there..can eat it even if it's kosong..
-how i wish my family business is farming...
-seafood restaurants are everywhere eh..
i like the atmosphere in spitang...because very simple, relaxing...although less developed than other states and places..it's like..old shophouses..gerai..all facing the sea...and we passed there at around 4 or 5..so..busy hours..
a lot of chinese there eh...and a lot of things to eat too...the food is like..24/7 one oh...
saw easyway there too...then..too bad didn't get a chance to go to the 7-11 there..

that's all first lah..

mimi..have you gone to cebu??? hehe...let's find a day to have lunch or dinner lah..
i need to rush with my report too..but think i'll take a day off first tomorrow..so tired...

hehe..welcome mastermind..;)

i got read your comment lah lizzy...but..i forgot to mention it bah in my post..
about ching is like..when i'm talking with him...if you're around..i'll feel like..being watched by you all the time lah...hehe..spy bah you...:p
even though i'm not trying to play with his feelings...your expression always reminds me of what we assume about him..
just finished reading sz's blog in friendster...and hehe..i'm not supposed to laugh but i can't help myself...because till now he still thinks he's right...he thinks lizzy has changed to a bad person might be because he's hurted her too much....everything he said there is totally opposite from what he wrote in the letter oh...i think the word he censored is..'bitch'...
wow..first time heard people calling lizzy bitch oh...erm...but i think since that person is him...lizzy will only laugh at it and forget about it kua..sz kali ah :p

going to KK tomorrow...hope i won't spend too much eh...or else cannot go shopping when i'm back liau...love the shorts i bought from utama grand the other day..ermm should say my dear bought for me...he paid for it mah...wish to go back there and buy some more...i need those shorts to make my legs look leaner and longer...

results are out

result is out..i got an A for geo..a B for ecology...C for both resource study and genetic..
i jumped at my result...was feeling excited about it because i don't have to re-sit...but after the excitement faded, i began to feel disappointed with my result...erm..i'll be happier if that A is my bio..and..i don't like to have C in my result...i surfed the ubd website just now..i like the results of premed oh...all A and B mostly lah..hehe..so nice to look at...but i know i should be content with mine..because compare to others..mine is a lot better...

i don't intend to be mean..but i reallyu think if tek ying wants to have great achievement in her academic side..she should take art subject lah...she's good in those subject like geo, english..any subject that requires good english for both reading and writing...if i'm not mistaken, it's her maths and bio that took away her chance in biomed....now both her bio subjects are D...
well..it's still all up to her ah...she's been taking science since O Level anyway...and don't think she's like me...i can study anything i want..but for her..it's a decision involved her family's wish..

congrats eh lizzy and mimi...we all passed our exams...

but..need to do report now eh...i've finished some...just covers and methods and aims...
just realized i need more info for my introduction...so maybe will to library after i'm back from KK...hopefully enough time for me to finish lor...but i think should be enough lah..after all..i know what's going on..except for the stream and leaf litter...the rest..still ok ah..since i always like to do discussion section...like to focus my mind on something..like to do analysis of an experiment..

i've watched S.H.E concert for 3 or 4 times lor..still like to watch them..thinking to learn their dances...erm..and i think i start to admire Selina...i don't really like her before...now i know how each of them makes SHE unique...
ella is very important..without her..selina and hebe won't be able to communicate with others well...ella is more initiative..knows better how to be a host..and she tries to take care of the other 2..then without hebe..their songs won't be as good...then selina..she creates a lot of jokes and laughters..and i think she dances better than the other 2...
am i judgemental??:P
although i think selina looks big when standing beside hebe and ella..i like her figure eh...right proportion..hebe is too skinny..and ella is just like us...

drowsy at the moment

woke up at around 11.30 today..feel extremely tired eh..guess i've slept too much...should've woke up earlier..

wow lizzy went jogging early in the morning...(proof provided by dear)..i must say that i'm very surprise lor when i first heard this...i know you've been keen in exercising now..jogging..hiking and all that...but jogging early in the morning sounds...i don't know...hehe...lizzy has changed...a huge change...imagine last time i used to be the only one who loves doing exercise but now i'm so lazy to go out...unless it's swimming...yeah..i always try to avoid doing vigorous exercise...feel like..it doesn't suit me...i prefer to do workout leisurely...i think i'm choosy now when come to exercise...i don't enjoy the facilities of a gym..because i feel suffocated when exercising in an air-con room...then..i'll only manage to jog..prefer walk actually...for long if the place has a nice scenery...nice as in..natural environment...i love to walk in the evening..when the sky is orange..and the birds are singing....too bad to walk from my place to the main road and back again only takes me less than 10 mins...i do exercise in the morning when i get up...for 30 mins lah...more or less like an aerobic lor..except i just do those steps i like...so..don't really see the reason why i need to go for aerobic classes...and i love swimming now..hehe..always love lah..but now i can swim whenever i like...and..i can swim for more than 2 hours...i thought of asking lizzy to go swimming ah...but i remember you saying you don't like water...actually till now..i still feel a bit unease when a lot of people are there in the pool with me...like to have the pool all to myself or my companion...like yesterday...me dear and fook..we had great fun...but i scared my dear badly..when i almost drown...

sometimes..when i'm very free...assignment-free especially..i'll become fussy about my figure...i feel worried if i don't sweat or move much in one day...sick eh me..

i haven't started on my report yet..haha...been postponing it..must start tomorrow eh...since i probably will go KK this weekend..4 days trip oh...
but today i'll be busy kua...got a function at night..so later i'm going salon to steam my hair...also i haven't decided on what to wear...probably that tube-top i bought last time at the mall..but then it'll seem too formal leh...i might end up wearing jeans eh..hehe...
need to find something for my lunch lor..hopefully after my lunch..i can feel more 'alive'...haven't done my workout today...seems like..except swimming..all my exercise serves to help me maintaining my figure....or get slimmer...but my family have been telling me i'm slim enough...can't get any more slimmer or i'll become 'airport'...but..any girls who won't find faults in their figure??

more on temburong trip

now i'm fully rested..more ready to share about the trip..

i love it...i like that kind of life...just concentrated on research or project..and care nothing else..i don't have to care what's going on outside...just concentrate on my work...i really love the feeling of working till late hours with friends...like the teamwork...like the jokes we craked..hehe..

i wish to live there...wish to stay close to nature...i love the night watch..eventhough there were millions of mosquitoes...my first time seeing mosquitoes flying like flies around me...
don't know lah..i seem to enjoy everything...i like the night watch...like the late hours work..like the small mammal trapping...i also like drawing the forest profile...the only thing i didn't enjoy there is the water...but i like it when i gave in to it...feel like...i'm not the kind of ta siau jie who wants everything to be her way..hehe :P
too bad..i didn't get to take more pictures of my trip...i worried too much maybe..i prefer not to take picture in the forest...in case got 'that thing'...i only take pictures after i'm done with my work...and normally..we used up all the time...
i like doing that kind of field work..but i'm scared to be alone in the forest...contradicting eh..

now time to do the report..so lazy to move eh...but i plan to start today..or tomorrow...before next week i must have done something lah...don't want to rush at the last minute..luckily i've done the bedukang report..

i admit i'm a bit biased lah...when mizah wanted to borrow the slides for bedukang presentation..i felt reluctant to lend her..so i told her i need to look for it...actually i know where i keep them...but i don't think i'll want to go to bandar purposely just to give her the slides..plus..it's just graphs...i understand and remember what i said..so i didn't write down in speech form...might as well give her the raw data and let her analyse herself..but i thought she's supposed to finish the temburong report first..since dr lane told her she doesn't have to do the report for pulau bedukang...don't know her lah...
i didn't complain to anyone about her..not even to dear...maybe...too unpleasant to be included in my trip memories..so prefer to ignore it..
plus i have more to worry now...got so many pimples on my forehead oh :(
i admit i didn't take care of my skin...didn't bring any skin lotion with me..didn't cleanse my face there...i thought i can just repair my skin after i'm back...yeah right now..i have to do a lot of pampering liau...

i don't mind to be exposed to the sunlight now...for that whole week in temburong..i didn't apply any sun lotion or insect repellent at all oh...feel accomplished eh:P like..closer to nature...
wish to have darker skin..like..maybe light honey-coloured...think that'll look much healthier than fair skin..and i'm so keen to exercise now...like..after one week of hiking..don't feel like stopping exercise liau...in case it becomes hard for me to start again..

back...

i'm back...from temburong...still tired after sleeping for the whole afternoon..relieved because no one thinks i've put on weight..

it's a tiring trip yet i was enjoying...honestly..i felt a bit sad to leave temburong this morning...i like the life there..so close to nature...it's not a surprise at all when you see any animals which you don't normally see flying over or pass by...
i got to see fireflies...baby snake...different kinds of squirrels....got to know most of my classmates better...
and yup..i didn't miss home at all...but i did miss my dear...
and i think i'm fitter now...won't be so slaggy when comes to workout..good thing..

about..the chinese guy in our group...i think..i'll find a chance to make it clear with him..if possible..i really like the time talking with him...can't deny that i'm still an ordinary girl who likes to be liked by guys mah...but that's not the reason lah...i just..simply like to talk with him...not just the jokes lah..we talked about other things too...like..singers..life...
so..just not to make myself feel sorry...i'll still talk with him...but will make it clear to him i have a bf..i have my dear...

miss my dear eh...wish he could come over as soon as possible...wish to sleep in his arms...haha..i can imagine what reaction will lizzy and her group of friends give when they hear this..hehe..

feel so tired...think i'm not going to start my report until thursday...plan to allow myself to recover...my voice changed...and my eyes are still heavy...