i notice that during this holiday, blogging is a good activity.. just like an exercise for my brain..
i'm getting lazier and lazier each day when i've got nothing to do except reading novels.. and watch tv.. thank god i still go aerobics.. or else i'll really become a lazybone before the field course..

every friday morning i'll be jogging at the sport complex in tutong.. so mama and mimi.. join me whenever you like to.. i'll be with my mom.. it's good that she wants to at least do some brisk walking.. though just once or twice a week.. i like to exercise with my family... too bad none of them is sporty.. hehe.. not as if i love sports too.. maybe i'm just more health- and weight-conscious than any of them..

today i chatted with my cousin in labuan.. she's getting married at the end of this year.. and according to her.. the other friend too.. my god.. everyone.. well, quite a few of the people around me are thinking about marriage now.. but in my family, it's not about marriage, it;s about havig babies.. my other cousin (the one who got married during the chinese new year), she's expecting a baby now.. my another cousin too... wow... and i think my sis might want more kids... oh god... i remember last year, my niece was cute and nice and lovely... now.. hm.. a bit spoiled and petty.. a bit jealousy too.. sometimes.. not always... but i can't imagine having more kids like her... my nephew.. only 5 and the half months old.. he's huge.. and timid... he has an old-man face.. so he should smile or laugh more.. the good thing is.. if you catch him at the right time and right place... he'll laugh a lot.. quite a few times when i went to my brother-in-law's place.. i'd find my niece crying and throwing tantrums while my nephew having fun and laughing.. hehe..cute combination :P

jor just sms me this moning saying we need to buy insurance for the field course.. hmm... is something wrong or has something happened?? Hmm...

i always know i'm a bit lagging.. but it seems like it's getting worse... last time i almost got into an accident.. but i was cool with it at that moment.. and only aware of the possibility of the accident on the next day.. or.. i might still joke and calm when people mock or provoke me.. but got angry the next day.. i think i digest the things happen around me a bit slow.. i'm trying to be more alert.. but in a way.. it's not a bad thing totally.. at least some disputes can be avoided..

i finished my exam~~ a week ago... hehe erm.. i was quite happy with the exam schedule this sem.. my first exam started on the last day of the first exam week and there were gaps between exams that needed time to read.. ok.. i wasn't studying hard enough for the exams.. i was preoccupied with the weights i gained..
i stopped aerobics for 2 months and guess what.. i gained 3 kg.. my god! 3 kg eh.. that is like how much fats already... *sniff *sniff.. i'm even more confirmed now i should never never never stop exercising.. because a routine workout really makes me less stressful.. at least i don't have to worry about getting fat.. and with the outside food i eat so often.. sweating can help me detoxify a bit i guess..
beside fatter now.. i'm darker too.. but it's ok.. actually i'm quite like those honey-couloured skin.. just.. i'll try to stay as fair as i can.. so i can wear any colours on me..
i played rami a few days ago.. lost quite a lot of money..
oh my god.. i'm fatter now.. darker now and.. broke *sniff *sniff
nevermind.. i've started my aerobics since the revision week.. and.. i just don't go shopping and spend wisely.. then more keen on UV protection.. that'll do i hope..
i think i'm used to aerobic now.. i find other sports a bit boring..other sports as in.. jogging.. during aerobics.. we have music keep me going.. and the steps keep changing..

i'm going to tasek merimbun next month.. supposed to go to Belalong.. but it's on renovation now.. i was so looking forward to the canopy work and a week away from city.. oh well.. merimbun is not a bad choice too.. in fact.. you need to go there to feel that serenity when you look at the lake.. i'm so proud that merimbun is in tutong district.. hehe..

i saw one bag at one of the boutiques near lucky in seri... it's nice.. huge and cream-coloured.. but a bit expensive eh...almost $40.. it's too expensive for me.. because i change my bags very often.. depend on my outfits.. so no point buying costly one...

i wish to go on a vacation eh... whether a resort.. or sight-seeing.. from tv.. China seems like a very good choice.. because it's huge and each city or town or village is unique... but from what i heard.. i'm quite worried about the hygiene.. i need clean water everywhere i go..

erm.. what do i plan for this holiday.. hm.. rest of course.. and sleep.. just went for facial the other day.. pamper myself.. and read something useful.. this sem was hectic.. every sem i'll tell myself this is the most stressful sem i ever had.. every new sem just feels more hectic than the previous sem.. a good training for us i guess.. some people claim that the uni overseas aren't like our uni.. their students do less stuffs there.. and they don't have major minor things.. so i'm thinking.. next time when we go for any job interview..i can tell the employer that i'm well-trained to work under pressure.. :P
i love my uni.. especially when i'm leaving it soon..

when i think of what i want to be next time.. so i can decide whether i should try to do master.. hm.. i still think i want to be a housewife.. an ordinary housewife.. then.. maybe occasionally do a part time job.. something i can do at home.. without any fixed schedule..
sometimes i wish i could be more capable.. whatever i know now.. i learn from books, from theory and from someone else's experience.. i wish i can learn more from my own experience.. theory is something.. everyone can learn just from reading.. but experience is personal.. i know i'm overprotected.. one day when i don't have financial pressure.. i'll probably go around and have a look at different places on earth.. just hope by that time.. those places are still there..

hm.. hope i can slim down soon.. i have lots of outfits to wear.. but i don't want to wear when my arms are still flabby and large.. looking at my fat zones.. i'll cry oh.. it takes a lot of effort to maintain a satisfying figure.. ganbate kudasai!

lizzy.. i'm free now ah... i can cry with you oh *hugs*