feet on the ground

my mom's back.. yea~ now i won't have to feel like i'm hanging in the air.. i tend to get stress out when my mom's not around.. feel like.. there are so many things to be taken care of.. would i miss out anything that's needed to be done??

lizzy... these days i've come across quite a lot of tv shows introducing about singapore.. hehe... now it's about all types of steamboats in singapore.. they even have a satay steamboat..yum yum

the sem is over soon.. now i only have more than half a thesis to do.. and an exam to sit for..
it's not good at all to have ample time to do an assignment.. i'll keep delaying it till the last few days.. what's more? my supervisor isn't the type that will keep pushing me to finish my work.. he's more relax than i am.. but the best thing about him is.. he always makes me think positively.. whenever i feel lost or inconfident.. it always helps after talking with him..

yesterday we had a test for development bio.. it's the first time in all my uni life that i got 100%.. but i don't feel accomplished.. because the test isn't difficult at all.. when the lecturer asked how come i can get everything correct.. what should i say? of course i can't say the questions are too simple.. especially when i'm the only one who got all correct.. i still prefer the MCQs we did for biochem tutorial.. those questions are more challenging and brain-cracking..

i have this habit of personify things.. like.. i talk to things like shoes, cars, pillow.. i really believe that my car will get tired after driving around for whole day.. so if i come back from school using my car.. i'll prefer to use another car to go out.. so my car can have a rest.. and i feel bad sometimes for not using some pairs of my shoes.. as if i have left them out.. i think the air con in my living room too shouldn't be turned on for 24 hours.. they need a break too.. as is the tv. and my laptop.. also the electric fans.. am i.. ok??

erm.. i think i look a little bit slimmer now.. hehe.. but my weight still stays the same.. it's ok.. as long as my clothes are now looser.. hehe..

when i think about it now.. it's as if i'm my brother's little sister.. i'm talking about ping.. actually fook too has matured a lot.. when i look at my two brothers now.. i feel like a mother looking at her sons.. but i'm not a good guardian.. there's a teacher-parents' day at muda hashim in 2 weeks time.. but i'm not going.. i still remember the first time i went to see his teacher last year.. i was preparing to go home after getting the report book.. but fook insisted me to see his teacher.. then i told him that i got no questions to ask.. eventually i still sat down and talked with his form teacher.. though i really had no idea what to ask.. so this year.. he too thinks i don't have to go.. it's on a friday morning.. that time is about the time i finish my exam.. i really prefer to sleep at home..
i'm a biology student.. going to be a degree holder in biology.. but my brother failed his bio :s
so if i go to see his teachers.. i'm sure his bio teacher will be waiting for me.. urgghh.. my mom never attended any of my teacher-parents' day.. so in my family.. we dont have the habit of going to the teachers and talk about our study.. if we fail.. my mom will only blame us for not studying hard.. and i'm so glad that my mom has never made any complaints to any school i had studied in.. i find that a bit.. embarassing (no offence, people).. if there's anything happen.. it's us students to be blamed.. so i think we're a bit traditional. in the old days.. the chinese people never think teachers or any scholar could be wronged.. these people are to be respected.. so till now, i still believe no matter how friendly a teacher is.. a teacher is still a teacher.. there are still things we shouldn't do as students.. so i really find it strange for the teachers these days.. i think some of them are too close with the students.. well, some may say that's the way it is if you want to teach today.. i think, if i ever become a teacher.. either i'll be a strict one.. or i'll need some time to adapt to the culture today.. when i compare the school life today and before.. it reminds me of evolution..

monday blue??

my mom should be on the plane now.. flying over to Hong Kong to meet my sis there.. just now i sent her and my aunt plus grandpa off at the airport.. on the way back.. i was hit by a sudden sadness.. but i wonder..
am i sad because i cant go with them or am i just missing my mom?
am i really missing my mom or i just don't want to be left at home and take care of everything?
haha! i hope next time i can afford to go abroad at least once every year..
anyway.. i'm going to singapore in june, yes~ i can't wait for it..

i have to finish my thesis by this week.. the deadline is next sunday.. but next week is a revision week, then my exam is on the following tuesday.. so i hope i can finish my thesis a week before the deadline.. it's difficult to pass this exam i think.. i have to study the parts i want to learn thoroughly.. gambate!
all the best to everyone who is sitting for exams now or soon..

i notice my mind is not longer on my study now.. i'm more concerned with what will i do after study.. and i'm also concerned about my skin.. at the moment, i'm still trying out new skincare products.. i was considering about Neutrogena.. but couldn't find the series i want.. so i give Loreal a try first... if i'm the one going hong kong.. i dont think i can resist the skincare products there..

i've been eating a lot.. i have to admit that, compare to others, i eat a lot in a single meal..
so i guess it's a good thing that i'm not that inactive.. but now i'm looking for ways to increase my metabolism rate.. any suggestion people??

hmm.. bit hungry now.. finally i've got the chance to eat instant noodles.. been targetting on mee goreng for quite a while :p