Things are getting more and more 'interesting' at work. Sometimes i can't stop wondering, have the people up there ever bother to think for us, who work live and death for them?
I don't need to be an experienced teacher to know something is not right. But they seem like so persistent with what they think. Oh well.. i'll just wait and see what is the maximum hours i can teach in one week. I'll constantly remind myself that, just do whatever i can. Don't stress over things which is impossible to be done.
Like i told my colleague a.k.a my advisor this morning. I'm here to accumulate experience. Then I'll leave and go somewhere else. The system here just doesn't suit me. I feel so much restricted.
I used to think that, i'm a nature person. As in, i'd love to live in a rural area, enjoying the green view. I found out recently that i may be wronged. I actually quite enjoy life in a city, like taipei and melbourne. First thing, there is an efficient public transport system. Secondly, people and things are efficient. Thirdly, i can get lots of exercise in daily life just by walking ( I love walking). Fourthly, there are always people around yet i can do anything i like without appearing odd. People are just too busy to bother about me. I wanna go somewhere with 4 seasons.
These days, the goal i set for myself is to lose up to 1 kg every 2 weeks, until i reach my ideal weight. I've gained some eversince i started walking. Bruneians just love to eat. There is food in every single function, even after an assembly. I really don't understand. What i know is, there goes the staff fund. Hmm...
Ok, i better stop touching anything related to my work.
I've stopped my yoga class. But i try to do stretchings on my own every other day, to keep myself flexible. These days i'm not so into outdoor sport but i'd love to go swimming one of these days. We'll see
I better stop here, time to prepare to sleep.
Take care old ladies xoxoxo
