first day of the week

feel so sleepy and tired after reaching home..i think it's because i slept till too late this morning...probably i won't be this tired if i only sleep till 7 plus..
tomorrow have to go to school early...i'm volunteering too oh for the funfair..but not sure what time and what i'm going to do there...because i didn't make it to attend the meeting on saturday and faisal thinks he might have lost the list that states who do what..so me and tek ying will just meet yati tomorrow at CLT at 8...
i like having morning classes...but too bad, i only have practicals early in the morning this sem..this saturday another free morning for me...i'm a morning person..so when i have the morning free...i'll become sluggish for whole day..i don't like that...though on some of the days i enjoy as a lazybone..

i like to be in the library..because there lots of books and the environment there encourages me to study...but i hate the air-con there..always so cold...hmm...i just know it i'd never like winter except for the snowy scenery....don't think i like summer too...last time i used to think i like autumn...because it's romantic...and erm..'approachable'..now i also like spring...because spring brings hope as it brings new life....just like..now i'll prefer sunrise, instead of sunset...sunset is a bit too depressing for me....
as we grow older and older, optimistism becomes more and more necessary...

some people..maybe unconscously...always force me to hurt them...hehe..sounds irresponsible..i know...but..that's exactly how they make me feel...i never want to hurt them...but..when they start to ask too much from me..or keep pesting around me...the only thing i can think of doing is to hurt them..as in don't give them any response...however, they can still carry on with it even if it's just one-sided...do i have to be rude to them in order for them to get the rejection??
i'm not a great person...so if hurting someone is the only way i can get him out f my life, i'll do it..

my goal after the chinese new year is to save as much as i can....just the thought of chinese new year is coming is good enough reason for me to spend my money...i'm a traditional chinese, aint i?? :p

finally going to have japanese class tomorrow...a good motivation to start the day..