tired..and..nervous?

i miss the time in labuan...because when i was there, i didn't need air-con, computer...and i watch less tv, read less novel...more physical work for me there...when i'm here, i'm so dependent on internet, tv...although i still dont sleep with air con...
i think i need to start study as soon as possible..so i feel more ..real..

tomorrow night..can meet my friends lor...feel happy for that...but also a bit scared at the same time...guess i'm just very used to be alone..so when i think of hanging out with such a big group..i feel a bit scared..almost decline to go lor...but..i know i have to face it...and i know i'll forget about the fear once i'm there...:)

i think i'm bit tired...today is better...yesterday i felt exhausted..maybe because today more people went to the field so less work...hope tomorrow i have time to take a nap before meeting you guys...but i think i won't feel sleepy anymore when eating with you guys kua..
i'm terribly broke..or else wish to go shopping eh...but can't...
mimi's first goal is to lose weight...my first goal is stop spending too much...
dr charles was saying a lot of the first year students are not up to standard...the result was not good even when the juniors were given MCQs in their exam...
i feel disappointed too with my bio results...wish i had revised earlier..
hope i lose some weights from the field trip...but then everytime after the trip, i always eat a lot..
anyway..i'm not worried about it now...because i feel slimmer when i'm not thinking about it...
i'm growing up now..so it's natural my appetite grows with me :P

ok lah..got to sleep now...i realized i get headache the next day if i don't have enough sleep...and when i'm hungry, i'd be shaking when carrying stuffs while i'm hungry..so..better sleep now..and eat more for my breakfast..