yesterday wasn't a good day for me.. but before i went to bed.. everything's settled.. just a minor miscommunication.. thanks to espeed 2 (in a sarcastic tone + rolling my eyes)

going to the mall later.. siao wanted to go for reflexology.. mom wanted to go to the diamond and platinum. my aunt said got nice white gold there.. as for me.. probably body shop.. hehe.. i just can't help to be naughty when i have spare money :p then before we come back.. we'll go to jpmc.. betty is going to give birth today.. i hope.. she hopes too.. it's the valentine's day in the chinese calendar..

i guess that's the main difference between me and some of my friends.. i never look forward to challenge.. i never look forward to leave brunei.. not even living outside tutong.. for me.. the place where i grow up is the place where i'm most familiar with.. i need the familiarity to assure me.. i feel very insecure at a new place.. let along surrounded by people i don't know well.. as long as i have my family and close friends and also my love in my life.. that's enough.. i dont like changes.. sometimes i complain about the boredom of routine.. but without the routine.. i feel lost.. occasionally i'll think of exploring the world.. sometimes alone.. but most of the time.. i'm fine with staying here in brunei and just listen to my friends' adventures..
erm.. my ambition is just different from most people i know..

i saw a backpack last night at bismi.. erm.. i don't need another new backpack but if i can have it.. it'd bring me convenience as a school bag.. to buy or not.. oohh.. i just simply like such kind of dilemma.. haha

i started to feel excited for my sis's second child.. she's giving birth in october.. my family is going to have another baby.. oh my god!!
but when i think of having my own baby now.. i want to run away.. i see that as a burden now..
feel bit hungry now.. wonder should i buy DQ blizzard later.. maybe no.. i didn't exercise yesterday.. today don't think have chance.. having tuition tonight.. hmm.. well.. we'll see