revision week

finally.. all assignments done.. one last test tomorrow.. then i can have a break.. just a short break.. have to start revision by tuesday..
honestly.. i don't like the past few weeks for the hectic schedule.. but at the same time.. i enjoy the challenges.. like the feeling when im able to hand in the reports on time.. i mean.. when you think of it.. 4 full reports + 3 tests to prepare in a week time.. sounds a lot.. but i did it.. i handed in my work on time.. prepared for every test.. though not fully prepared..
i seriusly need a good rest before i start to study for my exam.. i have a headache.. wonder is it a sign of my brain is overworked.. or because the lack of sleep.. and i've got mild acne attack again.. *sniff *sniff.. my last exam on 9th dec.. so the following monday i'll go for a facial treatment.. i miss shopping.. i missed the last grand sale... didn't shop much..
there were 2 parties at my place but i didn't participate much.. because i was in a hurry to finish my work..
ok.. with my time management is good enough.. i might not have to rush.. but i really think it's not just me alone this time.. lots of factors invovled.. like.. the hari raya.. all those public holidays so we need to find time for make-up lectures and practical... it's hard to get people moving when they're celebrating raya.. and one very big factor is.. i started too slow.. now i finally see the point why dr kam always advises her students to start background reading during holiday.. before the sem begins.. because when study starts.. there's no time for any serious reading..
so.. i'm thinking to buy the textbooks during this december.. so by the time school starts.. i have all or most of the materials needed.. hehe hopefully i won't be too caught up with my break..

i found out that in other countries.. like UK.. bio sci students don't have to do minor.. they just focus on bio.. how come it's different thing here?? no wonder some people say it's really hard to get good grades here in ubd
maybe this is a good thing.. meaning our degree will be one of the best.. and our students are not restricted to any one subject only..and we all should feel proud of our degrees..
i really hope i won't end up with a third class degree next time..
all the best~

during the past few weeks.. although i tried not to let the stress affect me.. tried to be cheerful.. still i could feel a slight change in me.. i became grumpy.. even tiny things could get on my nerves.. i have very low tolerance to people and things that didn't go my way.. i didn't have time to think for others.. self-centred all the time.. didn't have time to appreciate what i have..
i don't like that.. so i'll try to avoid that to happen again.. and im really sorry to those people who i might have hurt unconsciously..
sometimes i have doubt.. about myself.. maybe i'm too greedy.. too ambitious.. trying to do a good job in everything.. oh well.. i think everyone will go through this stage..
i'm not the only one who is stress in ubd.. so i'm not alone.. :p

i skipped the last assignment in BEAC.. that's the first time i think the lecturer is expecting too much from us... or maybe it's us who take things too easily.. this ECA is so much different from other ECAs.. the workloads seem compulsory.. and more like a proper course.. i tried to do evertything i can.. but in the last week.. i gave up.. because i chose to focus on my main study.. i'm not the kind of student who can do well in study and in ECA at the same time maybe..
hope that lecturer is not too angry with me.. no reply from her after i email her to tell i'm not coming.. i know that's my responsibility.. but.. at that time.. i really felt as if i've reached my limit..
though busy and stress.. it's a very special experience.. there had been occasions where i almost burst out in tears... of course there were also moments of accomplishment and reliefs..

now every assignment is done.. i feel a bit weird.. like.. when i'm no longer busy.. what shall i do..
of course it's revision.. but after exam.. when i don't have anything to rush.. what shall i do..
too early to think about that now... study first.. all the best to me and everyone whose exam is coming..
miss you lizzy... you look great in those pictures.. ;)
*hugs* to mama.. see you on tuesday..