so on thursday i'll be seeing the doctor (oh no, the waiting~) and then if possible, send it to to the Dept of Technical Education. Or else, i'll just have to wait till saturday morning to send it. Thought i could start on the first day of august but oh well, think on a bright side, saturday is not a good day to start for me because usually, i am exhausted on friday night and will extend my sleeping time in the next morning.
I kind of hate this feeling, it's like .. i have no control of what is going to happen next. i like to keep things simple and straightforward and i really really really hate feeling suspense. When i watch a movie, i like to have an ending, sad or happy but not those types where you're left with a huge space to imagine what is the possible ending. I guess that's why i feel so depressed during the job hunt, when i had to wait for something which might or might not come to me.
For my friends out there, if we are close enough and you're still single, please don't mind about me keep asking you to find a lover. I may be a little bit too naggy but i have no intention to show off about me having a bf oh. I realized today that i may be too busybody, when meimei told me that i always urge her to find a boyfriend whenever we meet. What does it have to do with me when people dont have a boyfriend or girlfriend? But, it's really wonderful to have someone special, at least you know that no matter what happen, someone will always be there for you.
Yeah, some people think bestfriends are more reliable than boyfriend. But in my case, i'm used to turn to dear for everything because he understands me better than anyone else. Maybe also because in his eyes, i'm never the bad guy. That is very comforting for me.
One more thing, today meimei reminded me that lee shi is single too. I was like, yeah hor!
SZ said yung soon is single too because he wants to focus on making money for the coming 5 years. When he has the money, girls will come to him. I told SZ, 'Yeah lor, those girls that go to him are the 'leftovers', the good one are already married by that time'
Ooppsss... no offfence people. It's just the first thing that came to my mind and I normally say all kinds of stupid, funny things when talking with certain friends.
In fact, i think that's one of the main reasons why i become a quiet person. I just don't think many people can endure my sense of humour, let along the fact that i'm blunt in talking sometimes. So, being quiet can save me from unnecessary conflicts.
These days i start to think having a career and starting a family are two things that can be done at the same time. When you have your own family, you'd be more motivated to pursue a career. When you have a career, you'll want to have someone to share your achievements. Right?
Yes, i know very well that a great sum of money is needed for a wedding. So i am curious, who is the person who started the idea that wedding must be grand? I always think my dream wedding will be something simple and warmth. Yeah, i think, just i think.
Dear has gone back to miri this week. I miss him a bit badly. He's been here for the past month and although it's still just chatting on the web, i just feel closer to him when he's in the same town with me. Have to start all over again to get used to meeting on weekends.
I'm bad at keeping in touch with friends, so i always feel sad when my friend is going oversea. I'm not keen in chatting, not keen in facebooking, not keen in keeping up with whatever new facility or networking in the web.. i'm only keen in meeting in persons, and maybe emailing (i actually prefer snail mail). When i read the old ladies' blog, most of the time, i wouldn't think of leaving comments. Because i just want to know how they are and what they're up to lately. It only occurs to me some time later that oh yeah, i can leave a comment or something. Then when i meet with someone who i haven't met for months or years, i always wonder will that person think i've changed? have i changed into someone less interesting? am i boring to hang out with?
Hmm.. am i thinking too much?
I've got more things to say but it's very late now, 20 more mins to midnight. Got to sleep
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Recently the espeed connnection here is terrible. I reckon if someone like me notice it, the lag must be real bad.
I'm going to be an assistant technical instructor in Wasan Vocational School. Well, i received the offer letter last tuesday, just before HM's birthday. It took me a week to 'register' in my mind that i'm going to be a teacher. I felt rather blanked at first. I had been waiting for the offer for more than 2 months and i had gone for other interviews at the agriculture department. My hope has shifted and here, come the offer. I'm the type of person who likes to plan in advance and do as i plan. It's like i am given something which i had longed for but had moved on to other things.
I can see that people around me are far more excited than i am. It's been a week since i got the offer and i'm done with my medical check. Now all i have to do is wait for my medical check report and then i'll start working. Honestly, i still feel as if my feet are not on the ground. Anyway, i am going to be an assistant technical instructor. That is a fact (provided my medical check result says i'm fit).
One thing i must say is, i have the coolest mom, coolest dear and coolest friends in the world. My last interview wasn't good. But whoever i had told about it told me the problem is not in me, it's the job that is problematic. I know it's the most natural things to say to your loved ones but i appreciate that a lot. Thanks to whoever said that to me. You're the best.
I'm going to be an assistant technical instructor in Wasan Vocational School. Well, i received the offer letter last tuesday, just before HM's birthday. It took me a week to 'register' in my mind that i'm going to be a teacher. I felt rather blanked at first. I had been waiting for the offer for more than 2 months and i had gone for other interviews at the agriculture department. My hope has shifted and here, come the offer. I'm the type of person who likes to plan in advance and do as i plan. It's like i am given something which i had longed for but had moved on to other things.
I can see that people around me are far more excited than i am. It's been a week since i got the offer and i'm done with my medical check. Now all i have to do is wait for my medical check report and then i'll start working. Honestly, i still feel as if my feet are not on the ground. Anyway, i am going to be an assistant technical instructor. That is a fact (provided my medical check result says i'm fit).
One thing i must say is, i have the coolest mom, coolest dear and coolest friends in the world. My last interview wasn't good. But whoever i had told about it told me the problem is not in me, it's the job that is problematic. I know it's the most natural things to say to your loved ones but i appreciate that a lot. Thanks to whoever said that to me. You're the best.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Transformer 2 is good
I went to watch the movie Transformer 2 with dear last night, and tried the new spicy KFC chicken. The movie was great and enjoying but the chicken were far too spicy than i can handle. Wonder is that the reason for my diarrhea today.
I highly recommend everyone to watch the new transformer movie. The duration is about 2.5 hrs but i hardly felt the time passed. How i wish i could have one car like bumble bee. It really suits people like me, who is lazy to drive. The best thing is, you don't have to feed it with petrol, so very helpful for my bank account.
We watched it at the Empire Cinema. You'd be greeted by the staff and advised to wash your hands with hand sanitiser. Good measure to prevent spreading of H1N1.
The flu cases are on the rise. My sister accompanied my brother in law to Limbang last friday to make his passport. Because of that, fook is kept out of school for a week and I'm sure he is happy about it. Last night will probably be the last time we watch movie in a cinema before this pandemic is over. I don't feel comfortable to go to crowded places at this time.
These days it always rains at night and sunny or cloudy during day time. A sunny day with thick cloud on the sky = super hot. I'm darker now and probably, 'drier'.
Next monday i'll have my second interview with the agriculture department. I don't think i did well for my last one. Hope this time i'll be calmer and do better. Personally, i do think i'm more ready than ever to start a job now. But, it's hard for me to convince people about it. I'm never good at marketing myself i guess.
I bought a new book on my last trip to miri. The book is written by Dr Wu Pei Chee, in chinese. According to that book, WHO has categorized the world population into 3 groups; 15% of us are suffering from severe sickness or cancers, only 10% are classified as healthy and the rest, as many as 75%, are in the intermediate zone. We're not fully healthy and are in the progress of turning sick, seriously. I'm sure i'm belonged to that 75%. First, i'm overweight, then i have migraine, high fat percentage and irregular tummy pain. Also, i don't exercise enough. I must do something about it. hm...
I highly recommend everyone to watch the new transformer movie. The duration is about 2.5 hrs but i hardly felt the time passed. How i wish i could have one car like bumble bee. It really suits people like me, who is lazy to drive. The best thing is, you don't have to feed it with petrol, so very helpful for my bank account.
We watched it at the Empire Cinema. You'd be greeted by the staff and advised to wash your hands with hand sanitiser. Good measure to prevent spreading of H1N1.
The flu cases are on the rise. My sister accompanied my brother in law to Limbang last friday to make his passport. Because of that, fook is kept out of school for a week and I'm sure he is happy about it. Last night will probably be the last time we watch movie in a cinema before this pandemic is over. I don't feel comfortable to go to crowded places at this time.
These days it always rains at night and sunny or cloudy during day time. A sunny day with thick cloud on the sky = super hot. I'm darker now and probably, 'drier'.
Next monday i'll have my second interview with the agriculture department. I don't think i did well for my last one. Hope this time i'll be calmer and do better. Personally, i do think i'm more ready than ever to start a job now. But, it's hard for me to convince people about it. I'm never good at marketing myself i guess.
I bought a new book on my last trip to miri. The book is written by Dr Wu Pei Chee, in chinese. According to that book, WHO has categorized the world population into 3 groups; 15% of us are suffering from severe sickness or cancers, only 10% are classified as healthy and the rest, as many as 75%, are in the intermediate zone. We're not fully healthy and are in the progress of turning sick, seriously. I'm sure i'm belonged to that 75%. First, i'm overweight, then i have migraine, high fat percentage and irregular tummy pain. Also, i don't exercise enough. I must do something about it. hm...
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Lee Shi, hope you're feeling good. Don't worry, i'm not working during day time except for friday, so any time if you need an ear to listen, just give me a call. I may not be able to give you sound advice but i can definitely curse with you for whatever is troubling you (if that can bring you comfort).
I think i should grab a chance to market myself to the interviewers on my next interview. i really hope i can get a job, whether it's part time, full time or temporary. I wonder is it ok to take initiative to offer doing daily-paid for them, if i can't get the post. Will that make me sound desperate to them? It's true though that i'm despearate for a job. Somehow we have been told that never show that you're desperate for the job during the interview. Haih... why do people like to put on masks these days?
Su yee has given birth to a baby boy this morning. Feel great for her but i'm not in a celebrating mood. Had a small argument with dear last night. He's not wronged, and i do not think i'm wronged too. It's just a matter of men's views vs girls' views. I wish to settle everything with him but being me, i always avoid unpleasant things, as in argument. wish to talk it over with him yet don't wish to talk to him.. dilemma~
These days, people always say girls or women should voice out for themselves. Be brave to be yourself, to speak your mind, to claim your rights, bla bla..
Does it always have to be that way? Is that to be blamed for the rising cases of divorcy, rising number of succesful yet single women? Yes, you can still enjoy life even when you're single. But for me, there are lots of things to be missed for a woman who stays single all the time. Maybe i'm the type who is longing for family life. Family matters to me than anything else. I like to fill my life with lots of love. Most of the time, i don't mind to be taking advantage of because i believe loss is gain in certain circumstances. I don't mind to give in, even if deep down i still disagree with you. As long as i know what i'm doing, it doesn't matter at all how you look at me.
Is that naive?
I am aware that, i won't be the only one that has to be responsible for things i do. Because to many, i'm am someone's daughter, someone's granddaughter or someone's sister. I can ignore others' views but i can't be ignorant to how my family might feel.
Wish to watch Transformer 2 and the Ice age 3. But these days we're advised to avoid going to places like cinema. I can't take the risk of bringing the virus home because i have kids staying with me. What's more, kids these days are so susceptible to sickness, despite the fact that they eat, drink and use better stuffs than back then during our time. I guess it's evolutation, all those viruses and bacteria are doing their best to be the fittest, so are those manufacturers of the pharmaceutical industry. Wow! It's a real life evolutionary arm-race.
I think i should grab a chance to market myself to the interviewers on my next interview. i really hope i can get a job, whether it's part time, full time or temporary. I wonder is it ok to take initiative to offer doing daily-paid for them, if i can't get the post. Will that make me sound desperate to them? It's true though that i'm despearate for a job. Somehow we have been told that never show that you're desperate for the job during the interview. Haih... why do people like to put on masks these days?
Su yee has given birth to a baby boy this morning. Feel great for her but i'm not in a celebrating mood. Had a small argument with dear last night. He's not wronged, and i do not think i'm wronged too. It's just a matter of men's views vs girls' views. I wish to settle everything with him but being me, i always avoid unpleasant things, as in argument. wish to talk it over with him yet don't wish to talk to him.. dilemma~
These days, people always say girls or women should voice out for themselves. Be brave to be yourself, to speak your mind, to claim your rights, bla bla..
Does it always have to be that way? Is that to be blamed for the rising cases of divorcy, rising number of succesful yet single women? Yes, you can still enjoy life even when you're single. But for me, there are lots of things to be missed for a woman who stays single all the time. Maybe i'm the type who is longing for family life. Family matters to me than anything else. I like to fill my life with lots of love. Most of the time, i don't mind to be taking advantage of because i believe loss is gain in certain circumstances. I don't mind to give in, even if deep down i still disagree with you. As long as i know what i'm doing, it doesn't matter at all how you look at me.
Is that naive?
I am aware that, i won't be the only one that has to be responsible for things i do. Because to many, i'm am someone's daughter, someone's granddaughter or someone's sister. I can ignore others' views but i can't be ignorant to how my family might feel.
Wish to watch Transformer 2 and the Ice age 3. But these days we're advised to avoid going to places like cinema. I can't take the risk of bringing the virus home because i have kids staying with me. What's more, kids these days are so susceptible to sickness, despite the fact that they eat, drink and use better stuffs than back then during our time. I guess it's evolutation, all those viruses and bacteria are doing their best to be the fittest, so are those manufacturers of the pharmaceutical industry. Wow! It's a real life evolutionary arm-race.
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