Lee Shi, hope you're feeling good. Don't worry, i'm not working during day time except for friday, so any time if you need an ear to listen, just give me a call. I may not be able to give you sound advice but i can definitely curse with you for whatever is troubling you (if that can bring you comfort).

I think i should grab a chance to market myself to the interviewers on my next interview. i really hope i can get a job, whether it's part time, full time or temporary. I wonder is it ok to take initiative to offer doing daily-paid for them, if i can't get the post. Will that make me sound desperate to them? It's true though that i'm despearate for a job. Somehow we have been told that never show that you're desperate for the job during the interview. Haih... why do people like to put on masks these days?

Su yee has given birth to a baby boy this morning. Feel great for her but i'm not in a celebrating mood. Had a small argument with dear last night. He's not wronged, and i do not think i'm wronged too. It's just a matter of men's views vs girls' views. I wish to settle everything with him but being me, i always avoid unpleasant things, as in argument. wish to talk it over with him yet don't wish to talk to him.. dilemma~

These days, people always say girls or women should voice out for themselves. Be brave to be yourself, to speak your mind, to claim your rights, bla bla..
Does it always have to be that way? Is that to be blamed for the rising cases of divorcy, rising number of succesful yet single women? Yes, you can still enjoy life even when you're single. But for me, there are lots of things to be missed for a woman who stays single all the time. Maybe i'm the type who is longing for family life. Family matters to me than anything else. I like to fill my life with lots of love. Most of the time, i don't mind to be taking advantage of because i believe loss is gain in certain circumstances. I don't mind to give in, even if deep down i still disagree with you. As long as i know what i'm doing, it doesn't matter at all how you look at me.
Is that naive?
I am aware that, i won't be the only one that has to be responsible for things i do. Because to many, i'm am someone's daughter, someone's granddaughter or someone's sister. I can ignore others' views but i can't be ignorant to how my family might feel.

Wish to watch Transformer 2 and the Ice age 3. But these days we're advised to avoid going to places like cinema. I can't take the risk of bringing the virus home because i have kids staying with me. What's more, kids these days are so susceptible to sickness, despite the fact that they eat, drink and use better stuffs than back then during our time. I guess it's evolutation, all those viruses and bacteria are doing their best to be the fittest, so are those manufacturers of the pharmaceutical industry. Wow! It's a real life evolutionary arm-race.