it's been almost a month..

..since i last updated and i didn't realize it. Time flies~

Been so busy lately. I feel like i'm always on the run but never get to finish the things i wanted to. I only have just enough time to prepare for all my classes, not yet the assessment and yet, the semester is coming to an end soon! Oh no!

Last week i received a call, informing me that i've got the offer from SPA for monthly-paid education officer post. Hm.. you can say i'm ungrateful. For a moment, i was actually thinking should i take the offer. I enjoy teaching a lot, enjoy the time spend with students, but i'm not sure if i want to stay with the way things are done here. Maybe that's why i never thought of doing my master. One thing is, i haven't seen the need for it yet. Another thing is, if i get the sponsorship, it would mean i'm bonded for at least 3 years. I kind of feeling restricted. I think i have never given up on sponsoring myself for a qualification one day.
But don't worry, i am accepting the offer. I'm just waiting for my medical check report so i can reply to SPA.

Tomorrow i'm bringing my students to Tasek Merimbun for a 3D2N study trip. Will be back on sunday. That's why i probably won't make it to attend Lina's wedding. i feel so sorry. I think if i try to rush, i can make it. However, i also think i'll be very tired by that time. Plus i got one class on Monday, need to prepare for it and also the dry-run on monday morning. I don't understand, why can't we show the real situation we're in now? Why must we perfect our school condition?

Because of some mistakes or what, my september pay is delayed. Haven't got my pay yet. Thank god my car loan only starts next month. Hopefully by next month, i can start my monthly pay. Only until now that i realized that is a difference in salary for daily and monthly paid. Haha not that i'm blurred, i just think if i spend wisely, $2500 is actually enough. I always try to remind myself be content with what i have, instead of keep looking forward to what i don't have.
As usual, higher pay to me means more responsibility and i need to work harder in order not to feel guilty for getting that pay.

Anyway, the thought of staying in Tasek Merimbun for 3 days relaxes me. I need a break to stay away from all the tasks and responsibilities, even if that means i'll get extra busy when i come back. I always enjoy a weekend getaway.