I'm still alive

It's been a while since i last updated. A lot of things happen and a lot of thoughts i'd love to share here but either didn't have the time or i've got other things which i think are more urgent. So, a lot of the times, i find myself talking to myself, just to make me feel i have shared it with someone.
This is one thing i love about myself. I have no problem with spending time alone. I have heard people saying they won't go out if alone. Some time ago, i was one of them. But now, once in a while, i deliberately want to be alone. I think i have very low tolerance for noise and voices.

Lately i'm not so keen in socialising. You can say i'm anti-social because i'm really lazy to go out. I like to be on my own.

I'm not taking any leaves so will be working for the whole december. For the coming two weeks, i'll be going for my industrial attachment. Not so keen to go now because i rather finish off my notes, assignment and practical instruction sheet and also my scheme of work. Planning for the next semester took more time than i expected, maybe because i have 4 subjects so it's a bit hard to synchronise everything.

For the past few days, it's as if certain part of my nerve connections was broken before and now it's repaired. I begin to see through a lot of things. Now, i'm learning to be more patient, with things and with people. I hope this nerve connection will be fixed forever :p

Lizzy planning to settle down here in brunei?
If i have the chance, i'd go elsewhere. I guess i need to experience it myself to know the grass next door is not always greener. Many people have been telling me brunei has the most comfortable life here. I know. But what if comfort is not what i'm looking forward to at this stage of my life?
It's so contradicting. A part of me wants to feel that lively, competitive life in a city but another part of me is enjoying life at a slow pace. But i'm sure i can find a way to make two ends meet, only if i have the chance. Now is not the time yet. Financially, i'm not ready yet. But, what if some time later, i begin to get used to life here and become unwilling to step out from my comfort zone?
Well, life is unpredictable. Only god knows what will happen next moment. We'll see...