It's been a while that i thought of picking up blogging again. Never have i thought that i would start with this post.
I attended a funeral this afternoon. It was Chiou's grandma and my auntie. I have lost count on how many funerals i have attended this year, most of them are my relatives. At every funeral, i couldn't stop myself from thinking my grandparents are getting old too and this is what they will go through at any time now.
My mom's eldest brother had passed away earlier this year. I can still remember vividly how i felt at that time. It's like, you had just talked to him a few days or weeks ago and the next time you meet, he's already lying there in the coffin. Very devastating feeling and yet, everyone of us will have to go through some day.
Last night some childhood friends and i were sitting together and chit-chating. Then Boo Ern came and introduced his wife to us. He told the wife that these days we only get to meet each other at events like this. I felt as if i was struck by it. It's so sad and yet so true.
Nowadays, everyone is soo~ busy with his or her own life. Funerals become a place where friends and relatives meet. This is especially true for my family. We may skip weddings but never a funeral. Because that is the last thing we can do for the deceased. Well, that is not good, isn't it? We should be there for the person while he or she is still around.
I have to say i am thankful to Khai Hau. He has brought us friends together for a few times in the past 2 months.
A lot of changes have happened in me this year and i happily accept most of them. My sister and i grow closer, family has become a great part in my life. Work has been removed from my top priority. I feel greater sense of satisfaction when i have made any of my family members or my loved ones happy, compared to the sense of accomplishment i get from work. Also, i have made myself to get more in touch with friends. It's hard but i am putting in my effort. Sometimes i wonder, are we really that busy?? Or meeting each other is simply less important to us in most cases?
However, there is one change that worries me a lot. I am losing patience with a lot of things. I'm afraid i'm on the road towards a selfish, inconsiderate and self-centred personality. I start to question a lot of things, negatively. That is why i am here. I 'self-examined' my own condition and think blogging may help me to become more grateful to life. Perhaps i have been keeping too much negative energy in me and i need a place to release it.
Lately, I start to realise that i am a buddhist who doesn't really practise it. To me, buddhism is more like my culture, instead of religion. I have seen the faith in religion in many of my colleagues and friends and i admire that. I think i start to feel the calling to have myself committed to a religion. This is one issue that i'm thinking to settle with.
Till here then. Welcome back to myself ^_^
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Am i lucky?
Yesterday i went to DTE to meet a erm.. head of a unit. He is also my relative, though i don't know in what way we are related.
He was the one who submitted my name for the training at seameo. He actually wanted to see my report on the training and then found out that no one had actually told me about the sort of report i was supposed to write. Some said that type of report is no longer required because no one would be reading. But according to him, using himself as example, his report was read by SUT.
Hmm... no matter it would be read or not, i think that is a good idea. It's like a record of what a person has gained from any conference or training he or she has attended. I plan to start doing that in the future.
If you're often sent for training or industrial attachment or attending conference or seminar, would you consider that as a good thing or bad thing?
I realised that some colleagues of mine don't like that. They consider that as a boring or tiring task. There is also another group who loves it because they see that as a chance to escape from school.
For me, i love it too because this kind of things doesn't happen every day. There are so many people working under the same ministry and yet you're the one who get the opportunity. You get to meet people, get to expose yourself to new perspective, get to know the latest technology or progress in that field and it's all for free. You don't even have to spend a single cent. How nice it is, right?
Unfortunately, many people don't see this point.
I realised i am a lucky one. There are always experienced or senior people come and go beside me, giving me advices and tips to succeed. It's like, people offer to help me, before i open my mouth to ask for help. And i really enjoy talking with people with lots of experienced or life exposure. They always give me new ideas or inspirations.
There's a chinese saying: 家有一老如有一宝 (roughly means an elder is like a treasure).
I totally agree with that saying. But i think i need more patience to talk with certain elders because not all of them are wise and friendly. Haha bad me. Just wait and see what kind of elder i'll turn out to be when i grow old.
I really wish our people can be more grateful and don't always take things for granted. Most of our young people are takers, they are not used to giving or working hard to get what they want. They expect things they want will come to them just by asking for it.
So sometimes i have the impulsion to teach in kindergarden. Because if i want to change the mindset of the people, it's more effective to influence them when they're young. When they come to teenage, nothing will get into their head, except for the things they like.
Looking at the young people or kids nowadays, i don't want to have kids because i'm not confident to teach them the true value of life. But it's still early to say anything now, anyway.
Tomorrow is a public holiday. Enjoy ladies, and rest well. Tata~
He was the one who submitted my name for the training at seameo. He actually wanted to see my report on the training and then found out that no one had actually told me about the sort of report i was supposed to write. Some said that type of report is no longer required because no one would be reading. But according to him, using himself as example, his report was read by SUT.
Hmm... no matter it would be read or not, i think that is a good idea. It's like a record of what a person has gained from any conference or training he or she has attended. I plan to start doing that in the future.
If you're often sent for training or industrial attachment or attending conference or seminar, would you consider that as a good thing or bad thing?
I realised that some colleagues of mine don't like that. They consider that as a boring or tiring task. There is also another group who loves it because they see that as a chance to escape from school.
For me, i love it too because this kind of things doesn't happen every day. There are so many people working under the same ministry and yet you're the one who get the opportunity. You get to meet people, get to expose yourself to new perspective, get to know the latest technology or progress in that field and it's all for free. You don't even have to spend a single cent. How nice it is, right?
Unfortunately, many people don't see this point.
I realised i am a lucky one. There are always experienced or senior people come and go beside me, giving me advices and tips to succeed. It's like, people offer to help me, before i open my mouth to ask for help. And i really enjoy talking with people with lots of experienced or life exposure. They always give me new ideas or inspirations.
There's a chinese saying: 家有一老如有一宝 (roughly means an elder is like a treasure).
I totally agree with that saying. But i think i need more patience to talk with certain elders because not all of them are wise and friendly. Haha bad me. Just wait and see what kind of elder i'll turn out to be when i grow old.
I really wish our people can be more grateful and don't always take things for granted. Most of our young people are takers, they are not used to giving or working hard to get what they want. They expect things they want will come to them just by asking for it.
So sometimes i have the impulsion to teach in kindergarden. Because if i want to change the mindset of the people, it's more effective to influence them when they're young. When they come to teenage, nothing will get into their head, except for the things they like.
Looking at the young people or kids nowadays, i don't want to have kids because i'm not confident to teach them the true value of life. But it's still early to say anything now, anyway.
Tomorrow is a public holiday. Enjoy ladies, and rest well. Tata~
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Busy busy
Life has been quite hectic for me. Not sure if i have mentioned it here before. I was at SEAMEO VOCTECH for a 2 weeks training programme. It was such a great experience, having to meet and work with people from all the other ASEAN countries. I will never forget about this experience. Also thanks to this training, i think i will avoid sending my kids to a few countries for their education in the future (that is, if i decided to have kids).
After the training, i returned to school and immediately have my course team meeting. It's a meeting to check through all the marks and make comments on my students. Then went for my FR briefing. I missed the GO briefing and the day 2 of FR briefing. I was in the training during the GO and as for FR, i had a sub-academic board meeting on that day. I am quite confident that i can pass my GO and FR exams. The exams are not as hard as people described it. I guess most people who failed simply didn't put enough efforts in their revision, thinking that they always have more chances in the future. For me, it's very simple. It's an exam which as B2 officers, we all must pass. Why not pass it and get it over with?
After the briefings, the school holidays started and it's time for my industrial attachment. This time, i went to the Tissue Culture Lab in BARC. Hm.. i think i prefer mushroom culture more than plant tissue culture. However, i start to like plant tissue culture more after the attachment, maybe it's not that tedious to me anymore once i get used to it.
Immediately after my attachment, i sat for the GO and FR exams. Then only my holidays started, which was like, 3 more days to school reopen. So, i went to Miri for a short retail therapy, then brought my aunt to the hospital to settle her appointment and also brought my grandpa out for a Father's Day breakfast.
Back to the school, i was informed that i was being appointed as a Supervisor for our school Jumpstart Launching at the Mall. So the first week of school was filled with preparation work for the launching. Briefing from the principal, rehearsing with the students, setting up the booth with the students and bla bla.
On the actual day of the launching, i was at the mall for more than 14 hours, starting from 8am to 10.30 pm. I never knew that i can work for such a long hour. But all the hard work was paid off. People were impressed and the most important thing is, our principal thanked us for that. That is what i think all leaders should do. At the end of the day, let your staff know that you appreciate what they have done for you.
Reached home at 11pm that night, slept at almost 12am and woke up at 4.30am to send my mom to the airport because she's going to KK then to Singapore for a vacation.
That morning, i arrived home at around 7am and slept through the whole morning until i was awaken by my hunger pang. Then i allowed myself to get lazy and do nothing for the rest of the day.
That's all about the things i have done recently. Can't say i am not happy with it because i'm the kind of people who would choose work to death rather than free to death. I also can't say i'm happy because there were times when i wished i could just ignore whatever responsibilities i have and just give myself a break.
You can see that it's all about my work because that is my life at the moment, it revolves around my job. I am glad and grateful that i manage to see and learn a lot of things in a very short time but i also dislike it because it makes me very exhausted every day and begin to neglect certain things in life. Things that are important, like my health, my quality time with my family, my dear and my friends. Eversince i became a group coordinator (like a form teacher), my period has become unstable and my hair fall has become worsen. My weight has increased too.
I realised a lot of time, good intentions often end up being twisted and misunderstood by others. A lot of miscommunication and a lot of the time, the main focus or issue being ignored.
I always have this feeling like you know something somewhere is wrong but you just can't do anything about it. How nice it would be if we could look at ourselves before we criticize others, if we could listen more before we conclude and if we could measure our heads before we decided to put on a hat that is too huge for us.
But that is life. Everything happens for a reason and it all depends on how you want to look at it. You can choose to look at its bright side and be thankful for its happening. Or, you can also look at it from a negative point of view and complain about it. I try to stick to the optimistic way but once in a while, i get lost and fell into the pessimistic side. That shows i am only human and i am happy to be an ordinary person.
After the training, i returned to school and immediately have my course team meeting. It's a meeting to check through all the marks and make comments on my students. Then went for my FR briefing. I missed the GO briefing and the day 2 of FR briefing. I was in the training during the GO and as for FR, i had a sub-academic board meeting on that day. I am quite confident that i can pass my GO and FR exams. The exams are not as hard as people described it. I guess most people who failed simply didn't put enough efforts in their revision, thinking that they always have more chances in the future. For me, it's very simple. It's an exam which as B2 officers, we all must pass. Why not pass it and get it over with?
After the briefings, the school holidays started and it's time for my industrial attachment. This time, i went to the Tissue Culture Lab in BARC. Hm.. i think i prefer mushroom culture more than plant tissue culture. However, i start to like plant tissue culture more after the attachment, maybe it's not that tedious to me anymore once i get used to it.
Immediately after my attachment, i sat for the GO and FR exams. Then only my holidays started, which was like, 3 more days to school reopen. So, i went to Miri for a short retail therapy, then brought my aunt to the hospital to settle her appointment and also brought my grandpa out for a Father's Day breakfast.
Back to the school, i was informed that i was being appointed as a Supervisor for our school Jumpstart Launching at the Mall. So the first week of school was filled with preparation work for the launching. Briefing from the principal, rehearsing with the students, setting up the booth with the students and bla bla.
On the actual day of the launching, i was at the mall for more than 14 hours, starting from 8am to 10.30 pm. I never knew that i can work for such a long hour. But all the hard work was paid off. People were impressed and the most important thing is, our principal thanked us for that. That is what i think all leaders should do. At the end of the day, let your staff know that you appreciate what they have done for you.
Reached home at 11pm that night, slept at almost 12am and woke up at 4.30am to send my mom to the airport because she's going to KK then to Singapore for a vacation.
That morning, i arrived home at around 7am and slept through the whole morning until i was awaken by my hunger pang. Then i allowed myself to get lazy and do nothing for the rest of the day.
That's all about the things i have done recently. Can't say i am not happy with it because i'm the kind of people who would choose work to death rather than free to death. I also can't say i'm happy because there were times when i wished i could just ignore whatever responsibilities i have and just give myself a break.
You can see that it's all about my work because that is my life at the moment, it revolves around my job. I am glad and grateful that i manage to see and learn a lot of things in a very short time but i also dislike it because it makes me very exhausted every day and begin to neglect certain things in life. Things that are important, like my health, my quality time with my family, my dear and my friends. Eversince i became a group coordinator (like a form teacher), my period has become unstable and my hair fall has become worsen. My weight has increased too.
I realised a lot of time, good intentions often end up being twisted and misunderstood by others. A lot of miscommunication and a lot of the time, the main focus or issue being ignored.
I always have this feeling like you know something somewhere is wrong but you just can't do anything about it. How nice it would be if we could look at ourselves before we criticize others, if we could listen more before we conclude and if we could measure our heads before we decided to put on a hat that is too huge for us.
But that is life. Everything happens for a reason and it all depends on how you want to look at it. You can choose to look at its bright side and be thankful for its happening. Or, you can also look at it from a negative point of view and complain about it. I try to stick to the optimistic way but once in a while, i get lost and fell into the pessimistic side. That shows i am only human and i am happy to be an ordinary person.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
It's been a while
I actually have to check my last post to see what i had written.
What happen to our blogs? We seem like stop posting these days... Yeah, everyone is busy busy busy. I really wonder who was the one started saying teaching is relaxing. Such a big liar.
I'm sure that person is not a teacher.
A quick update:
I went for an industrial attachment at Mushroom Culture of BARC during the march holiday. It was a nice experience. Met nice people there.
Then, i attended Honghua's wedding, from the Bachelor's night until the reception dinner. Feel very happy for him! His wife is cute.
After the holiday, time seemed to be fast-forwarded. I was rushing with finishing the syllabus and assessing my students.
Now, i'm done with the syllabus, finishing the last two assessments. No more teaching until next semester. But, a lot of markings to do.
For the past 2 to 3 weeks, i had to do my work every night, including thursday night. Or else, i won't be able to get ready for the next working day.
So tonight, a thursday night, i decided to give myself a break.
Like the saying goes, 'Work is never over.' (Direct translation from chinese)
Next week (21 to 24 April) i'm going to Kuala Belalong Field Study Centre with a group of students. My colleague invited me to go with her. This type of trip is expected to happen 3 times per year. So i'm likely to go there 2 more times this year.
Can't wait to throw myself into the Temburong river. Haha.
I hope this time would be as fun as the previous time, this group of students is not mine.
To get myself ready for that trip, i started hiking last week. So last minute eh. Anyway, i think it would still help with my stamina. I've stopped going for my yoga class for a while, looking at the time i need to spend on the road and the money i need to spend on the classes.
My finance is in a chaos now so i'm seeing a financial planner tomorrow to sort things out.
My sister advised me to have 4 different accounts; 1 for car, 1 for emergency fund, 1 for salary and 1 for vacation. I'm thinking to do that starting my next pay.
Haih... i practically spend all of my March salary. Still recovering after the chinese new year. I think i may have over-pampered myself too.
Recently, a lot of ups and downs in my life. Sometimes, i wanted to post it up here. But then, another part of me would say, nothing is worth mentioning. That is just life, no big deal about it.
If someone ask me, what have i learned from this job, i would say acceptance. Accept people for who they are, accept the fact that every individual is different, accept that i can't always have things my way, accept that certain things are just beyond my control.
I can't change the way people think and behave, but at least i can give my best and leave no regrets.
Wow, getting late now.I've got to sleep. Tomorrow is friday, the day i can run errands like paying utility bills and grocery shopping.
Goodnight ladies. Sweet dreams ^_^
What happen to our blogs? We seem like stop posting these days... Yeah, everyone is busy busy busy. I really wonder who was the one started saying teaching is relaxing. Such a big liar.
I'm sure that person is not a teacher.
A quick update:
I went for an industrial attachment at Mushroom Culture of BARC during the march holiday. It was a nice experience. Met nice people there.
Then, i attended Honghua's wedding, from the Bachelor's night until the reception dinner. Feel very happy for him! His wife is cute.
After the holiday, time seemed to be fast-forwarded. I was rushing with finishing the syllabus and assessing my students.
Now, i'm done with the syllabus, finishing the last two assessments. No more teaching until next semester. But, a lot of markings to do.
For the past 2 to 3 weeks, i had to do my work every night, including thursday night. Or else, i won't be able to get ready for the next working day.
So tonight, a thursday night, i decided to give myself a break.
Like the saying goes, 'Work is never over.' (Direct translation from chinese)
Next week (21 to 24 April) i'm going to Kuala Belalong Field Study Centre with a group of students. My colleague invited me to go with her. This type of trip is expected to happen 3 times per year. So i'm likely to go there 2 more times this year.
Can't wait to throw myself into the Temburong river. Haha.
I hope this time would be as fun as the previous time, this group of students is not mine.
To get myself ready for that trip, i started hiking last week. So last minute eh. Anyway, i think it would still help with my stamina. I've stopped going for my yoga class for a while, looking at the time i need to spend on the road and the money i need to spend on the classes.
My finance is in a chaos now so i'm seeing a financial planner tomorrow to sort things out.
My sister advised me to have 4 different accounts; 1 for car, 1 for emergency fund, 1 for salary and 1 for vacation. I'm thinking to do that starting my next pay.
Haih... i practically spend all of my March salary. Still recovering after the chinese new year. I think i may have over-pampered myself too.
Recently, a lot of ups and downs in my life. Sometimes, i wanted to post it up here. But then, another part of me would say, nothing is worth mentioning. That is just life, no big deal about it.
If someone ask me, what have i learned from this job, i would say acceptance. Accept people for who they are, accept the fact that every individual is different, accept that i can't always have things my way, accept that certain things are just beyond my control.
I can't change the way people think and behave, but at least i can give my best and leave no regrets.
Wow, getting late now.I've got to sleep. Tomorrow is friday, the day i can run errands like paying utility bills and grocery shopping.
Goodnight ladies. Sweet dreams ^_^
Friday, February 18, 2011
Still feeling down
I met one friend today. We talked for a while.
How will you react if someone gives a negative comment on things you concern a lot?
When someone told me i'm fat, on the surface, i'll laugh at it and then change the topic. But deep in my heart, i'll start crying and then, depend on who is that person. If it's someone i'm close with, i'll get upset for a while. If it's just an acquaintance, hm.. come to think of it, i'll still get upset.
The friend i met this morning is different. When guys rejected her because of her weight, she will tell herself that those guys are not smart enough to realise her beauty.
I envy her. Her weight doesn't seem to bother her at all. Although she's still singled now and can't find a boyfriend, at least she's happy with herself. I believe one day she will find someone who knows how to appreciate her for who she is.
Maybe i should hang out with her more often. Then i won't be so doubtful about myself.
My confidence is still on vacation and the return date is still unpredictable.
I need someone to tell me what is my strength but i know no matter what people tell me now, it won't go into my head. I will still believe i'm not an attractive person. The main problem is my own mindset. I don't know... maybe i need to get more depressed till i reach a point when even i myself can't take it anymore, then i'll pull myself together and get back to normal again. Haih..
How will you react if someone gives a negative comment on things you concern a lot?
When someone told me i'm fat, on the surface, i'll laugh at it and then change the topic. But deep in my heart, i'll start crying and then, depend on who is that person. If it's someone i'm close with, i'll get upset for a while. If it's just an acquaintance, hm.. come to think of it, i'll still get upset.
The friend i met this morning is different. When guys rejected her because of her weight, she will tell herself that those guys are not smart enough to realise her beauty.
I envy her. Her weight doesn't seem to bother her at all. Although she's still singled now and can't find a boyfriend, at least she's happy with herself. I believe one day she will find someone who knows how to appreciate her for who she is.
Maybe i should hang out with her more often. Then i won't be so doubtful about myself.
My confidence is still on vacation and the return date is still unpredictable.
I need someone to tell me what is my strength but i know no matter what people tell me now, it won't go into my head. I will still believe i'm not an attractive person. The main problem is my own mindset. I don't know... maybe i need to get more depressed till i reach a point when even i myself can't take it anymore, then i'll pull myself together and get back to normal again. Haih..
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Happy Chinese New Year.. on the 2nd last day
Happy Chinese New Year to all~ yeah today is the 2nd last day so it's not too late yet.
Chinese new year lasts for 15 days, and i spent almost 10 days taking medicine to control my cough. It was so bad this time that i had to come home early to rest on one Wednesday because i couldn't even finish one sentence whenever i talked. Still i didn't get to rest as i wanted that day, due to some erm.. irritating reasons.
Those medicines that i had taken drained all my energy away. I still remember how annoying i felt last week for my weak stamina. Now that i have stopped taking the medicine, i feel so much more energetic.
Unsurprisingly, i've become larger in size during the chinese new year. *sniff *sniff
Because of that, plus the effect of the medicine, i have been so depressed last week. Even till now i still have some negative thoughts popping up in my head. I tried to ignore it but that didn't work. So now i try to face my negative thoughts and talk myself out of it.
According to the Astro Magazine for February, 'If you don't like the way you look, change it. If you can't change it, learn to love it'
Very true. I don't like feeling fat so i have to change it. The world just seems to be a better place when i'm slimmer. Don't worry ladies, i'm not obsessed with my body weight. I just want to get healthier and of course, prettier :p
The way i feel how i look affects my social life very deeply, that's why i must do something.
Anyone interested in hiking or swimming?? Or yoga? Or Stone Spa?
These days, i don't give myself pressure to arrive at school early and at the same time, i try not to stay back till late after work. I have figured out that no matter how many extra hours i spend at school, i'll still have to do my work at home on non-working days. In that case, why don't i just leave when it's time to go home? No point making myself so tired till i wanted to run away from my job. If there is anything that i have to or want to do in my life, i want to do it with a happy heart. Life is so short. I notice there are so many people stuck unhappily with their jobs but because of some reasons like money and security, they're bearing with it.
I hope i won't become one of them next time.
I'm the type of person who gets insecure very easily, especially when it comes to something i know i'm not good at. So i'll feel threatened when someone can do that something better than me. The worst is, the more i think that person is better than me, the more i'll tend to compare myself with that person. Tsk tsk tsk, I'm torturing myself, aint i?
I know, there's one saying 'never compare yourself to others because everyone is unique'. But i'd think, if i don't compare, how am i to know if i'm wronged or if i can become better?
Oh yeah, my school has a new principal. Not exactly new, because he used to be the acting principal when i first came to this school. Hmm... my intuition tells me lots of things are going to happen, politics-related things. Let's hope i won't get involved with any of it. I just want to stay clean and do only my responsibility.
Chinese new year lasts for 15 days, and i spent almost 10 days taking medicine to control my cough. It was so bad this time that i had to come home early to rest on one Wednesday because i couldn't even finish one sentence whenever i talked. Still i didn't get to rest as i wanted that day, due to some erm.. irritating reasons.
Those medicines that i had taken drained all my energy away. I still remember how annoying i felt last week for my weak stamina. Now that i have stopped taking the medicine, i feel so much more energetic.
Unsurprisingly, i've become larger in size during the chinese new year. *sniff *sniff
Because of that, plus the effect of the medicine, i have been so depressed last week. Even till now i still have some negative thoughts popping up in my head. I tried to ignore it but that didn't work. So now i try to face my negative thoughts and talk myself out of it.
According to the Astro Magazine for February, 'If you don't like the way you look, change it. If you can't change it, learn to love it'
Very true. I don't like feeling fat so i have to change it. The world just seems to be a better place when i'm slimmer. Don't worry ladies, i'm not obsessed with my body weight. I just want to get healthier and of course, prettier :p
The way i feel how i look affects my social life very deeply, that's why i must do something.
Anyone interested in hiking or swimming?? Or yoga? Or Stone Spa?
These days, i don't give myself pressure to arrive at school early and at the same time, i try not to stay back till late after work. I have figured out that no matter how many extra hours i spend at school, i'll still have to do my work at home on non-working days. In that case, why don't i just leave when it's time to go home? No point making myself so tired till i wanted to run away from my job. If there is anything that i have to or want to do in my life, i want to do it with a happy heart. Life is so short. I notice there are so many people stuck unhappily with their jobs but because of some reasons like money and security, they're bearing with it.
I hope i won't become one of them next time.
I'm the type of person who gets insecure very easily, especially when it comes to something i know i'm not good at. So i'll feel threatened when someone can do that something better than me. The worst is, the more i think that person is better than me, the more i'll tend to compare myself with that person. Tsk tsk tsk, I'm torturing myself, aint i?
I know, there's one saying 'never compare yourself to others because everyone is unique'. But i'd think, if i don't compare, how am i to know if i'm wronged or if i can become better?
Oh yeah, my school has a new principal. Not exactly new, because he used to be the acting principal when i first came to this school. Hmm... my intuition tells me lots of things are going to happen, politics-related things. Let's hope i won't get involved with any of it. I just want to stay clean and do only my responsibility.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
let me be lazy
It's been almost a month since i last posted. I've been very busy lately. At school, need to prepare assignment and practical questions. Everything needs to start from scratch. Remind me not to teach any subject that has never been taught before. If i have to, make sure there is someone i can always consult with.
Then at home, have to prepare for the chinese new year.
As usual, my mom is all excited about the new year. I can't remember when was the last time that i had my friday and sunday free. These days, i have to wake up early even when it's not a working day. Normally i feel ok but these days, i wish i could sleep more.
I love to keep myself busy. However, what happens now is getting near to the extreme of my limit. I won't be surprise if i spend my new year holidays sleeping at home :p
To all old ladies, i won't be having any Open House this year. Too lazy and too tired. So you're welcome to my house at any time except for my working hours.
I've been eating quite a lot of unhealthy food these days. I can imagine all the salts, msg and oil i've added to my body. Oh Gosh~ i need detox!
Will update more next time. My arms are tired after the yoga session today. Goodnight people
Then at home, have to prepare for the chinese new year.
As usual, my mom is all excited about the new year. I can't remember when was the last time that i had my friday and sunday free. These days, i have to wake up early even when it's not a working day. Normally i feel ok but these days, i wish i could sleep more.
I love to keep myself busy. However, what happens now is getting near to the extreme of my limit. I won't be surprise if i spend my new year holidays sleeping at home :p
To all old ladies, i won't be having any Open House this year. Too lazy and too tired. So you're welcome to my house at any time except for my working hours.
I've been eating quite a lot of unhealthy food these days. I can imagine all the salts, msg and oil i've added to my body. Oh Gosh~ i need detox!
Will update more next time. My arms are tired after the yoga session today. Goodnight people
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