i've just managed to make myself move for the revision...but all i did is..organizing my notes and stuffs...hehe..that's always my first step of revising..or maybe second..the first thing i do when i want to revise is..sleep and rest...i never forget what Mrs Chong advised to us for the PMB..sleep well and eat well...i consider that as a golden advise...suit me so well..hehe :p
after reading one of my friend's blog...there's no doubt that he's deeply in love with the girl..and he's lonely and suffering there..without the girl...to him...she should've done or said something more...but..i wish i could bear to tell him that..what i get from his blog is..he's thinking all about himself...all he said is how he feels..and how the girl made him feel...i feel like asking him..has he tried to take a walk in the girl's shoe?
he always reminds me of someone...so fragile as a guy...it's like they can break apart by just few words you say...yet they always request for the cruel anwers...
are they really that vulnerable or are we blinded by our own sympathy??
one day i might run away from home...when i feel like i've reached my maximum capacity to carry more stress or responsibilities..
i'm always wondering...am i too selfish too unwilling to share the problems in this house?
i think..when compare...i rather remain like this..than becoming too family-attached...
i don't know..i really think it's a bless in disguise when ty failed to proceed with her biomed...i overheard the other day that she was telling one of her kb friends that she finds it very intolerable not to go home for more than 2 weeks...not only her...i think her elder sis too...from what i heard from ty...her elder sis is having a hard time in UQ...
i mean...for poeple like lizzy..i'll never worry that you'll suddenly quit your programme just because of homesick...people like us...never fail to find some ways to enjoy ourselves...and..with or without our family around us...we can still go on...probably that's why we're not as close as ty with her family...hehe..everything has both good and bad sides...
but next time if i have kids..i won't want them to be too attach to me or the family eh...especially boy...
feel like..back to my childhood..when just now before my uncle left..he kissed me on my forehead...last time i used to think i've wasted my childhood with staying at home all the time with books...now..i know my childhood is not wasted....even staying at home..with doeramon..did shape up who i am today...and also...my interactions with family...
later my niece is coming..heehe..that devil...:p
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