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adults are complicated...they always make me feel...perplexing...
2 uncles were talking to me at the same time..one advised me not to get marry early...the other one told me to get marry early...
another person said i'm an adult now..so i can judge it myself...if tht's the case..i'd like to tell her what she's been doing is not right..

last night was a nightmare...i came home from a wedding to face a storm at home...i've got over it now..but i won't forget the way they made me felt...and the lesson i learnt...
adults...they can be sooo irresponsible and so blind at times...i hope i won't do the same thing to my kids next time...if i have any...i won't want my kids to experience the same thing like me...

today is the official first day of this term mid-semester break...and now..i feel as if it's my last day of holiday...i've got lots of work to complete this week...
this semester, i spend more time than usual with tek ying...but one of the best things about having the same partner all the time is...we can meet up easily...since we have almost the same schedule...and we know each other well enough to work together...

you know what lizzy...yesterday when i first found out you've forgotten about mama's house function...i felt angry immediately...because i had been waiting for you...woke up forcefully just to make sure you wouldn;t have to wait for me...even had lots of things in mind to tell you oh...
but after i replied you..i felt a bit guilty for sounding harsh...and the anger just left me a few minutes later...after i reminded myself how tight your schedule is and how many things you have to do....but it were another person..i'd have angry for longer time...
just don't have the habit to be mad with my bunch of friends since secondary school for long...pointless maybe to be mad...

i feel so fat now...because i'm chubbier now..OH MY GOD!
have to limit my food intake..since i feel tired to find a time to exercise...i don't want to become anymore fatter...gambate!