end of the week

last time in primary school..one of the teachers..was it Ming or Huang...said the first day of the week is sunday..but people generall consider monday as the first day...

my aunt from kb came today...commenting that i've put on weights...*sniff *sniff...have to admit i'm hurt by her words...isn't it funny? some people can tell me i've become fatter in a very pleasant way, which won't makes me think it's a sin...but some people can say it with a thorn that prick right at my heart..hiya..not that serious though...but...i'm shaken by her words..
good news is...i'm slightly motivated to watch out for my weight...bad news? exam time is not a good time to diet...

Lizzy *hugs* i accept your apology..but you're not that bad....eventhough i was hurt...i never think that you did that on purpose...i just knew that you'll never do anything to hurt your friends...
you know...i think most stubborn people achieve what they want eventually..because they have such a strong faith in themselves...

out of the blue..i have that desire to know what do my friends think of me....after so much time we didn't hang out....i start to like the changes in each of us..if there's any...like what chiou told me before..changes mean you've grown up...everything has its own positive side...

i'm still thinking about the japanese speech...i know i'm going to be scared to give a speech on a stage in front of a crowd...but..there's a part in me that encourages me to go, to give it a try, to urge myself to cross the line..i felt nervous too when i joined the singing contest..but turned out that my performance was impressive...i told myself, if this is not a speech contest, but a singing one..i'll definitely join..hehe...i love doing things i'm good at and get applause for it..:p

but at the moment, exam should be the thing on my mind...whatever...i dont think i did well for my test yesterday..so i won't be surprise if i don't get a good well..i just wasn't in the mood for revision so i just relied mostly on what i remember from lectures...too risky i suppose...because every test counts for the overall grade...and i don't think i did good enough for my reports...so far..only Dr Mirza gave me A for my report...he's just sooo nice...like his lectures...but i'm not going to have organic chemistry lecture anymore i guess...only practicals...
well..at least i'm not that annoyed at the idea of revising for exam....if there's anything i love myself about this sem, it would be i manage to enjoy everything i did for all my courses..perhaps that's the reason why i never get fed-up with my study this sem...hope i can keep this hm..passion??.. for study going...

oh yeah lizzy...i love the chat we had the other day...communication is soo important between friends...i have to apologize too...because me too thought what others think of you...to think that we're best friends...i'm sorry...
i hate it when people criticize on my friends yet i can't defend them...just because i actually agreed with the people...bad me..
mimi..good luck for your nihongo no oral exam...gambate kudasai~