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i'm lazy these days to think of any title for my post.. what is the point anyway.. for people like me.. we just want to talk about how we feel.. so.. title or not... not really matter i guess..

i've had the magazines with me for about a week.. finally have time to flip through one of them..

3 tips to be happy:
i- take care of yourself i.e be healthy
ii- it isn't about the money.. in other words.. don't let greed take the better of you
iii- be in control.. don't throw unnecessary tantrums at others.. control your anger..

i think it's hard to do the second and third ones.. people have different definition of greed and controlling anger... i can't control my anger well too.. but thank god shouting at others is not what i'll do when i'm pissed off.. i used to do that though when i was still young.. until i realized one day it's usually the innocent people that suffered from my anger.. as for greed.. some people said it's human nature.. hm.. will human nature make a person unhappy?? it's hard to be happy when you're never satisfied with what you already have...

grand sale has started.. my god... a long list of i-want items always follows the arrival of the shopping season.. let me see.. i need a pair of good sneakers.. so i can walk and even run comfortably at the campus.. i love walking around.. so a pair of good shoes is important
then.. erm.. i can't buy anymore bags.. both backpack and handbags... i want.. more clothes.. hehe.. i always try to buy a few only for chinese new year.. but everytime i ended up with.. erm.. enough to wear new clothes every day for the whole chinese new year.. it's so hard to resist the temptation.. especially during sale...

i've been eating a lot this week.. last night we brought fook to blue cafe.. love the fish and chips there.. it's real fish oh.. unlike some places where you can only taste the flour.. at blue cafe there.. you can taste the real fish flesh eh.. then fook ordered tenderloin steak.. my first time eating such a soft steak.. everything is expensive there.. but big enough and delicious enough for the price.. so we tend to go there whenever we can't think anywhere to go.. but not too often though.. not really affordable for us.. next saturday i suggested to bring my mom to millenium for buffet dinner.. it's her birthday on sunday.. i already have in mind what to buy for her.. need to buy it next week.. erm.. but i'm not good at buying electrical appliances... still have to buy... if i'm rich enough.. i'll buy something else.. like.. whole set of skincare product for her.. or a one-week long vacation... that;s my first goal to achieve after i start working.. i can still remember a couple of years ago when she mentioned about joining our relatives to korea but couldn't go due to financial problem.. at that time i wish i had the ability to buy her the ticket and pay for the whole trip.. luckily i can start working in a year or two times.. if i study biomed.. when can i sponsor my mom that ah...

josh is bad.. he laughed when i said the government is giving us a great amount of allowance.. $300 plus.. a lot jua for a student.. we don't have to pay for any school fee.. so that's really a lot.. it's like.. a monthly salary for some shop keepers or cashier... and we're not producing good enough result... i mean.. some of us don't.. although quite a few have really great result..
when i receive allowance from the government.. i feel like it's a must to show them i worth it.. if i go oversea on their scholarship.. i'll feel even more stress out maybe.. still prefer to go on my own expenses...

good luck oh mimi for your presentation.. mama and i plan to go to the library during the mid-semester break to study... join us whenever you can... we'll go in the morning...
oh yeah.. don't forget to send mrs jai an e-card oh.. teachers' day coming soon.. she'll be happy.. send ms tan an sms too.. too bad i don;t have teacher laly's contact number..