correction! correction!
i made a silly mistake.. mama updated her blog on sunday morning.. and i read it on tuesday night.. and i thought she posted that post on tuesday.. oh my god! i'm so embarassed.. *blushing*blushing
hehe.. yeah right.. i almost never blush.. my face is not thick.. maybe my facial blood vessels are bit deeper under my epidermis..

lizzy *hugs* jia you.. don't push yourself too hard.. i mean.. you're there in calgary.. not everyone get to go there on scholarship.. don't keep burying yourself with study and chores.. you won't want to look blank when we ask you how's calgary when you back next time.. plus.. you'll be back in less than 2 months time now.. ganbatte

no one around me is coughing.. somehow i start to cough.. thinking to take the cough syrup just now but found it expired since last month or august.. quite a few items at my place always get expired before they're eaten by us.. and most of them are bought by me... sometime i have strong cravings for something.. and i just don't feel like eating anymore after i buy it.. most of the junk food will eventually end up in my brother's tummy... maybe it's partly my fault for his obesity.. but with people like fook and antonia.. i'll always worry they don't get enough food.. it's a great torture for people with huge appetite not to get enough food.. i learnt that from my own past experience..

haih.. i don't want to just do what she says. because it's a group..not as if we're her employee but.. i don't know how to voice out to her my opinion when she rejects my work.. and don't know how to tell her i don't agree with her.. without initiating a conflict.. when i don't feel comfortable with someone or something.. i'll only avoid that person/thing.. is this a typical character of bruneian? wish i have the gut to insist on my own ideas.. after all.. to me, the lecturer in charge is the only person who can reject my work.. maybe i should learn from her.. no matter what.. just speak my mind out... but how oh..
hmm.. guess that's one of the things i should learn from my participation in the whole thing..

i'm a bit weird.. we went into the forest this morning.. and i got a few cuts on my arms.. feeling bit sore.. but.. i'm proud of myself when i look at the cuts.. feel so much accomplished.. eventhough the cuts are nothing when compare to normal wounds