excited now

yesterday was fun.. we spent the whole afternoon at anna's place.. laughed so hard till my chest hurt.. ate so much that i felt bloated.. i love those times i spent with my girlfriends.. it's always laughters and jokes all the time.. hehe.. love them all.. we also talked about the tsunami.. i think my mom is cool.. all she said about the sms concerning the tsunami warning is 'it's just a lie'.. i did think about it but.. still ignored it before i slept.. scared or not.. it'd still come if it's really coming.. plus.. most of the houses in brunei are all along the coastal areas.. even the highway..

i'm going to KK.. later tonight.. wow wow wow! this is going to be my first flight eversince my hong kong trip in 1999.. feel very excited and a bit scared about it.. yeah scared.. because i'm going alone.. but it's very adventurous to me.. hehe.. my mom encourages me to go too.. because i've never had a vacation since long~ time ago... most of the time.. during my holidays.. i'm supposed to stay at home while my mom goes travelling..
at first.. i felt bit reluctant to go.. because of financial problem.. now turned out that i'm worrying too much... my mom paid for my tickets.. my dad gave me RM500 pocket money and even my sis contributed B$100.. so.. i don't have to spend as much as i initially thought i needed.. haih... if my result is not good enough.. i'll feel guilty to spend so much of their money eh.. making them proud of me is the best way i can think of to please them.. and my study is my only strength in this family... heard from mama that half of the class got supp and half fail and only 5 pass the physical chem.. meaning the probability for me to fail is higher than pass.. ok stop! now is not the time for that.. pass or fail.. at least i tried my best.. it's too late to worry about it now.. i should've studied harder before the exam.. not worrying and regretting when the result is almost out..

i'll miss my dear.. and my family.. definitely... but i'm anticipating fun.. hehe.. i can shop like crazy there.. one of my relatives mentioned that there are more shopping centres now.. oh my god.. and all the delicious food...yummy~~ the relatives i'm going to stay with love japanese food.. pun sia sia~ eversince lizzy went abroad.. i haven't eaten any japanese food oh.. have i?? hm.. cant remember.. i don't think so..

i'm glad that my mom is very happy when i told her i'm going.. she's been suggesting me to go since.. ages ago.. my relatives there too sounded happy according to my mom.. when she told them i'm going... feel a bit nervous actually... i'm not good at mingling with people.. and i haven't met them since last year.. hope i won't let them down.. they're close with my mom.. letting them down will indirectly let my mom down too..

i'm coming back on tuesday night.. can't wait for my vacation to start.. finally it's my turn to go out.. hehe..