i miss my mom.. she just came back from labuan on the day before yesterday and this morning she has left to KK.. miss her so much... she's the most important person in this family.. everyone relies on her a lot.. this is the conclusion i make during the time she's not around..
i really adore my mom.. she's my idol.. when she's not around.. and the maid not around too.. i realized i'm like an idiot in a lot of things.. it's bit ironic.. people look up on me because of my study.. but so what i'm an undergraduate.. there's so much things in life i've yet to learn..
i always envy my cousins and friends who don't study well but good in arts or handicraft..
a person won't starve to death if he/she can't study but for people like me.. who can study but don't know much about practical life.. what can i do if i'm to stop my study now?? i don't have a degree.. don't have any skills..
ok.. stop being depressive.. i guess it's all because my mom's not around.. really miss her..

i don't celebrate christmas.. but i always believe christmas is a festival for family gathering or reunion... this year.. my sis going to empire.. fook in kk with my mom.. ping will be out... thank god i have dear.. he'll come to keep me company...
then.. i feel a bit proud.. like both my brothers have grown up..especially ping... he's really helpful and cooperative..

no one is home so i can't make it for the hang-out on sunday.. if it's jadi..

i've spent a few hundreds dollars.. for christmas gifts.. but i love the feeling of giving gifts to my family on christmas.. love the pink shirt i bought for my niece. so lovely..
and i'm so glad that my sis and mom like the gifts i bought for them..

haih... once again... in my holiday.. i have to take charge of the house.. haven't really felt rested eversince the exam... maybe have to wait till next week.. when my mom's back from KK..