sure swait zin.. you come online so i can give you my phone number.. it's still the same.. or how about coming tuesday (9th)?? i'll send my cousin to work in the morning.. then i can just stay at my aunt's place till noon time.. we can just eat in gadong.. anywhere convenient for you..

nothing much to do... we'll start studying in a week time.. i can't wait for school to start.. especially when my brother is back to school now.. i miss school.. miss racing against time for assignments... hmm... unlike last time in secondary school.. i don't quite miss my classmates (sounds cruel :p).. but i do miss my group of girlfriends.. i'm happy that i'm going to meet mama again in chemistry lab... it feels so nice to be around with someone you're very familiar with.. for me that is... because.. i don't feel comfortable when i'm surrounded by strangers.. especially elders... i'm bad at communicating with old people i guess..

seems like i don't have chance to go to Labuan before uni starts.. i wish to go to a place where i don't have relatives.. everyone keeps asking me to stay at his or her place... if i'm going.. i'll be going for vacation.. so i need peace.. but.. haih... i wish i had fewer relatives there.. and most of them, i don't feel comfortable talking to them.. firstly i don't know how should i address them.. then also i don't like it when they're so curious about my father... one of them practically asks the same question everytime she sees us.. 'don't your dad come home?'.. i feel like asking her will that affect her life?? she's in labuan and we're here in brunei... sometimes when people ask, i know they're caring about us.. but some of them.. it's purely for gossips..

it's been raining every day now.. i miss the sun.. one of the articles i read last night in CLEO said.. next time when we feel cold, we should embrace it, instead of putting on our sweaters.. because our body burns more calories when we're cold.. hmm... should i try?? i really don't like to have a layer of cold air above my skin.. but for the calories..maybe i can try..

if anyone ask me, what's my favourite food... i'd say anything that is healthy and weight-friendly.. because i notice these days... i like the food because of what it'll do for me.. instead of its taste.. maybe because i can eat as much as i like and minus the guilt.. it seems to me that most girls love either ice-cream or chocolate.. i don't have any strong desire for any of both.. but i do crave for chocolate at times.. especially when i got menstrual cramp... but most of the time.. just a normal food for me.. hm.. i'm craving for leafy vegies these days..

wish to go out shopping eh... need new cds and maybe new cloth for making new baju.. cloudy days make me lazy..