i've been reading news articles about the death of that taiwanese actress.. at first it's all about how her family and friends feel.. the funeral and stuffs.. then up to now.. it started to include things like who's to be blamed.. what exactly happened during the accident.. did she use a safety belt.. did the ambulance driver make the right choice about which hospital to rush to.. don't feel like reading those...

she has left.. that's the fact.. everyone is sad about this.. but life still has to go on.. hope her parents and friends can get through her death...
to think positively.. she's been a very nice person.. brought lots of joy and happiness to people in her life.. it's like.. she had accomplished a lot.. like what some of her friends said.. the angel has done her job and now she has returned to the heaven..

so people.. love yourself.. take good care of yourself.. our body is our own responsibility.. we're not living in isolation in this world.. whatever happen to us.. it's going to affect more than 1 person.. with or without us realising that.. cherish everything we have in life.. so no matter what happen the next moment.. we know we've done our part and are happy and contented..

it's always easy to say than do.. i admit i don't love all the people appear in my life... i hate some of them.. dislike a few.. and am always picking on quite a number of people... but sometimes i wonder.. what am i thinking? i don't have the right to judge anyone's behaviour.. how can i tell whether the person is right or wrong.. and am i sure that i never do the same thing as that person?? just like just now.. i felt a bit pissed off that my two brothers are not helping my mom (she's cleaning the cement outside our house for the coming new year).. but i didn't scold them.. because i'm sure whether i've helped much too.. just don't think i can scold them unless i'm sure i'm not doing the same thing as them.. plus.. it's not that unexpected from kids that grow up with a maid at home..

the other day.. tek ying was mentioning a news where a couple has a down syndrome daughter.. and they decided to modify her body system where she'll never reach puberty... and people are angry about it.. those who went against it thought that it's unfair for the girl.. the parents shouldn't make decision for her.. at first i thought the same as the against group too.. but then.. i think no one can blame the parents... it's them who are going to look after the daughter.. not other people.. so we can never understand how hard it's going to be.. i mean.. i'm half-dead after babysitted for my niece and nephew for just one day.. i guess it must be a lot worse when it comes to an abnormal kid... and they're going to take care of her for their whole life... i think the parents do love their girl... or else they can just dump her at an orphanage or somewhere else..

oh yeah.. i donated my blood yesterday.. mama too.. five of us went together to the campaign.. but turned out that only we two are qualified to donate.. felt really glad that i've done a good deed.. and i have to say... it felt sooo great that i can now fill in the space for blood group on the form.. hehe.. the male nurse that helped me with the donation said he's going to donate his blood too in the afternoon and it's going to be his 70th blood donation... sounds cool right?? i like to donate my blood.. but i'm lazy to go to the hospital just for it.. not very sincere huh..
they gave us 2 packs of Tiger crackers and one can of soyabean... not the kind of things i like.. i like soyabean.. but not the can one..
i notice most of the medical staffs i've met so far are really nice and friendly people.. they tried to talk to us when they're injecting.. hehe and i tried to talk with them too with my broken malay...

let's hope the angel has reached where she belongs :)