just now in the afternoon.. there were short clips of a concert this morning in taiwan.. it's for the artist that had passed away last month.. feel very sad.. all her best friends and families were there.. each of them wrote a letter for her.. and read it out in the concert.. many of them couldn't hold their tears.. me too oh... it's silly i know.. it's like.. nothing to do with me at all.. yet i just couldn't stop my tears oh.. such a pretty and nice girl.. almost perfect person.. and just a road accident.. she's gone forever.. like the way they put it.. this is her first and last concert..
and i can't stop wondering.. by the end of the year.. those people who are very sad now.. how many of them will remember her..
it's like.. no matter how sad or how hard to get over her death now.. except her family and perhaps some of her bestfriends.. who will remember her after a few years... this is the saddest part for me.. no matter who you are.. you'll be forgotten eventually after you're gone.. only some people will remember you... but i guess.. that's enough..

so.. i'll take every step in my life seriously... i won't wait till special occasion to wear those nice or new clothes.. wont wait till i got extra money to buy stuffs i really like.. haha.. what am i thinking..

i'm afraid i've bought too many outfits and footwears for this new year.. till when i bought that pair of high heels on erm.. wednesday.. i felt a twinge of guilt.. hehe.. but i must say i love the adidas pants i bought on wednesday.. wish to buy more.. it's sold at half price so i can't resist..