Happy New Year~

results will be out soon.. heard my supervisor said they'll have the meeting tomorrow..
hm.. i don't want to think too much about it.. it's too late to worry now.. then.. thinking of it will only make me worry about not getting the grade i want.. really, i think i'm going to cry, or at least shed a few tears..if my result is not satisfying...

these days i cry easily.. don't know why... my tear glands become very sensitive now.. i cry over tiny things.. or something that has nothing to do with me at all..
i notice.. i'm trying to be the nicest i can be with people i love and care.. and i'm very nice too to strangers.. but not that nice or sometimes quite rude in fact, to people i know but not well enough to like them.. i believe that everyone has his/her strength and weaknesses.. and if we can walk around under that person's skin, then we;ll like them.. at least won't dislike them.. but.. there are people who are always an eye-sore for me.. everything they do, every word they say, every movement they make, i'm going to look at it negatively.. see?? i knew it that i'm narrow-minded.. but a new year... so will have a new beginning i hope.. i still remember that i want to have a bigger heart..

this morning.. the moment i woke up, i can't stop myself from smiling.. it's been 2 or 3 years since i last spent new year's eve with dear.. so i feel really glad that we're beside each other when the clock struck 12 last night.. and someone in the neighbourhood provided us with free fireworks show.. so yeah.. it's a really good beginning..
my first goal of the year is... i want to lose weights... at least 3 kg.. because my BMI is slightly over 24 now.. i want to keep my BMI at 23 or lower.. i want to feel fit and light... ganbatte jocy!

to people who are reading my blog, Happy New Year!! Let's make our 2008 a year better than 2007 ! ^_^