my biomed friends are leaving tomorrow...and..the sadness in me has been multiplied since i woke up yesterday..i'll miss them...because i had some happy memories with them...they're part of my first year in uni..i'm already missing them now...but not meimei and tyng..hehe:P don't ask me why..i just don't feel anything about their leaving...maybe because they've always kept their own world within them..
i hope i won't cry tomorrow at airport...but dear said i'm sure to cry...bad dear...
i really like them..like to be in the biomed class...because..i feel i'm belonged to a group..have that feeling of...erm..ah! sense of belonging...
and i like the subjects too...i just don't want to be doctor...don't want any programme that will take me a long time to complete...
i've been imagined what if i'm leaving tomorrow...
think i'll be looking forward to a complete new life there...a life of freedom, stress, typical foreign uni student life...but i'll most likely to be sad and fear...sad for leaving my own country..my family, my friends here and my love...fear for the unpredicted future...
but..i'm not regret oh...because i really enjoy what i do now at uni...i just miss being part of them...and who can deny this is one of the so-called golden chance...going abroad..sending my government oh....too bad i'm not grateful :P
what to do...using government money makes me feel restricted..feel like i have to work up to someone else expectation instead of my own...and no switching programme after i'm there in aussie...will be hell for me eh...
wish them all the best lah...and hope one of them can survive through it..
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