this week i found out one thing from my observation.. a lot of people in my life complains about their life almost on a daily basis.. i really don't know why.. for some people.. they chose their own partner.. they chose their own pathway for life.. yet they end up miserable..
i've seen the marriage of my parents.. a wife who keeps whining about her husband.. a man who is so isolated when at home.. a big family that has lots of conflicts.. a mother struggles for money.. a guy who never gets enough of money.. so discouraging..
looking at them.. makes me wonder what makes a person happy.. is happiness that hard to achieve?? or is it that hard to be content with your life??
from what i see.. some of them can actually be happier if they appreciate what they already have.. and i wonder am i just one of them..
i don't want that to happen.. i want to be able to feel and cherish everything i have in my life.. because i'm already blessed enough to be borned here in brunei.. if i were borned elsewhere.. i'm sure i wouldn't have such a peaceful and easy-taking life..
lizzy.. did you receive my sms.. no reply from you.. i'll sms you again about tomorrow's trip to the mall for a movie with mimi them.. my car's broke down but i can use my dad's vitara.. which mean i have no problem with transport and time.. i can come back early alone if they want to stay for longer time.. i got tuition at night at 7... but now.. i have problem with money..
plan to save up for the coming 2 weeks so i can dye my hair.. i'm trying not to touch my monthly allowance.. so i can top up my account balance faster.. miss the time when i have more money than now.. but at least i'm able to survive without asking for money from my mom.. ganbate
and yup.. my topic is about my family and i..
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