soccer fever..exam results

i'm very disappointed with my results honestly...so disappointed that i don't even want to mention it.. i got A for my japanese, C for english, plant taxo, plant physio and animal bio and D for computer... going to see my overall grade tomorrow when i go to ubd.. i know.. at least i don't get any E, no sup no U for me..but.. i wished to get a B for my overall grade..and i don't see any hope with that.. it's just soo discouraging.. all my bio courses are C... can i only reach tht grade? is that my best?? this is the time when i regretted so much for studying at last minute..
well...on the brighter side, i'm not giving up yet...i refuse to think C is the best grade i can get for my bio... i know it's the matter of effort i put in my study.. let's hope..my determination for studying hard will last till end of next sem... or even better, till i graduate..
haih... need to remind myself constantly to work hard...
i'm thinking for a new strategy which can allow me have time for study, relax and family/friends..

lizzy..don't force yourself to be cheerful when you don't feel so.. mimi passed all her courses.. but anna need to sit for one supplementary exam...
anyone is happy with his/her result?? ohh i guess i don't want to know..

i feel lazy to talk.. i'm feeling ugly now.. wish to hide away from everyone.. wish to go for a vacation to lighten my mood.. but not labuan.. when go to labuan.. it's more going back to one of my homes.. wish to have that vacation feel..

good news.. i bought myself a pair of new heels.. it's green.. my stuffs are getting colourful.. i like to play with colours these days.. then i just steamed my hair..quite soft now.. but not as nice as when i did it at the hair saloon.. of course..
wanna try that DIY slimming scrub.. but not enough time just now.. maybe later or tomorrow..

everyone is watching and talking about football.. everyone in my family exclude me.. feel a bit out of place hmm... i never learn how to enjoy that sport.. any sports in fact..i guess