i think i'm useless.. because every time when my mom's away for vacation, i'll have the urge to cry.. especially when i'm left alone at home.. haih... my mom's in the air now, on her way to China, my two brothers are in KK now.. once again, i'm left behind at home.. as for my sis, she rarely comes whenever my mom's not around.. so yeah.. basically i'm all alone... and honestly speaking, i don't like to be alone..
with many people, i'm quiet.. and most of the time, i prefer a quiet environment... but i really really really don't like to be at home alone.. especially during night time.. haih... but this always happens..
but.. i guess there's nothin i can do.. if i'm the one going for vacation, for sure i'll have to get some money from my mom.. which i don't want.. then.. whenever my mom's not around, i'll feel like i have the responsibility to look after the house.. i'm the second lady owner of this house :p
and one day, i'll be the one to support the living.. ganbatte!
these days the weather is not so stable.. it can be boiling hot during the day and then heavy rain towards night time.. perfect time to fall sick.. so people, watch out.. especially now it's the time to celebrate christmas and new year.. all the food for celebration are not that healthy..
i wish i could go for vacation.. *sniff *sniff
wish to try new things, meet new people and eat something i've never eaten before.. not the exotic type though.. wish to eat japanese food in japan.. eat kimchi and barbeque meat in korea.. eat roti canai in India.. and eat penag fried kueh tiaw in Penang..
pun sia sia... i better stop.. or else i'll never lose the weights i want to get rid of..
i don't want to talk much about my 2007.. because there are lots of fluctuations.. important thing is.. i want to have a bigger heart.. it's hard not to repeat the same mistakes.. but i'll make sure i learn the best out of each.. after all, i'm getting 23 next year.. so.. quite a lot of things about my personality are more or less fixed..
i'm like a bit old-fashioned.. i don't like to keep in touch using internet.. i prefer talking on phone.. or meeting face to face... i don't like using car.. if can, i'll walk.. and i don't like air-con.. i don't care how many functions my mobile phone has.. for me, mobile phone is a phone, something for me to call, sms.. sometimes taking pictures.. computer for me, is something useful.. but i don't like using it.. unless i needed to... i don't like cafe... i prefer coffee shops.. don't like 5-star restaurants because i think small foodstalls have something more delicious.. maybe i'm just too practical.. till people find me boring..
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