my holiday..

today i went to miri with my mom.. just the two of us...
my mom once joked before that to some old people in labuan, i'm probably a lazy or useless person.. i'm already 22, not working, not marrying, not having kids and still dependent on my parents.. and recently.. i notice that despite i've got my driving license for a few years.. whenever i go out with my mom or sis, it's very rarely that i'm the one who drive.. hmm.. my mom has been driving us around for so many years.. by right i should be the one driving right.. but.. i don't like driving.. and aint good at it... plus... i have weak sense of direction.. especially on the road.. sometimes i wish ubd would provide transport services.. i don't mind walking to my house simpang to wait for the bus to come.. i remember when i was young, i wished that we could go to school by bus.. that's where couples meet on tv :p so whenever i went to labuan, i'd follow my uncle (he's a school bus driver) around.. too bad, sometimes he just couldn't bring me along because i was too big

back to my miri trip today... now my mind is soo focused on learning yoga.. i bought 2 t-shirts and 1 long sport pants.. suitable for doing yoga.. then one book on basic yoga, 2 magazines.. oh yeah, people, if you have cosway member, or if you're thinking to buy good bra, try cosway bra.. it's on offer now 3 for RM142.. it's good.. it can boost your bustline, correct your posture too.. for those of you who are 'big'.. the bra has good supportive effect too..

i tried the yoga class at jpmc yesterday morning.. now my turn to have sore muscles.. especially my upper arms.. but i really love the class.. for me, the best part of it is.. we're doing the yoga outside the aerobic room, facing the sea.. at the end of the class.. i felt really calm and relax.. will have 'i want to come again'-type of feeling.. unlike the yoga classes i did at another fitness centre, everytime i finished one class, would think like 'god, do i have to come again?'... of course the answer is yes.. because i've paid for 8 classes.. and i only did 3 so far.. too impulsive during the first class.. so i have to go there to finish up the classes i've paid for.. too bad they don't have belly dance or pop dance classes now.. or else i can switch from yoga to dance classes..
but i think this week i can't go to that fitness centre.. my body hurts from the yoga class yesterday.. hehe.. but i really can't wait for the next class though..

tomorrow i have to go to ubd.. have to start my project as soon as possible.. sometimes i wish i can start it in january, because it's holiday time now.. but sometimes i'm a bit worried that i might start too late.. i'm always in dilemma.. like i thought of keeping a hand-written diary.. so i can just say what's on my mind.. but then.. some of the things, although may be unpleasant, i wish people to know..

these days i've been thinking what kind of job i want to apply for after i finshed my project.. mimi advised me before that i should send my CV out this month.. but.. i still haven't made up my mind.. honestly... most of the time, i'm thinking about non-biological jobs.. because i wish to do something different, learn new things, meet new people.. in one of the tv shows i've watched, the guest advised young people these days should give themselves more options.. do something that requires energy or more laborious.. so we can learn more.. if after graduation, we just do something simple, or something that we only have to sit in the office and do basic paperworks... we're going to miss out lots of chances and experiences.. and probably end up with the same thing 10 years later.. there are lots of things i wish to learn.. accounting, tailoring, dancing and maybe learn more about computers.. i thought of writing too.. and i'm looking for jobs which will allow me to keep going around among places.. when i think of office work, and every day wear formal dresses, sit in front of the computer or tables... hooo... i prefer wearing t-shirts and jeans, no high heels, no air-con and going from place to place..
i know i should make up my mind... i should be clear with what i want to do next time.. but.. is it my go-with-the-flow character or pure laziness.. i don't really have any idea.. one thing for sure is, i don't plan to be someone big... i hope i can just have an ordinary life.. simple and healthy.. not too rich.. because money always brings worries..