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the photo session with the old ladies turned out to be joyful! Of course, with old ladies around, things always become right. Thanks girls! Love you all! I must say you guys are really unique and great people!

recently, a lot of conflicts have been going on between me and a group of friends. My level of tolerance has gone far too low, i guess. I start to wonder how did i cope with certain things in the past yet now i find them unbearable. I probably need to learn about teamwork once again. Also, to make myself feel better these days, i must learn to be myself, speak my mind and persist in my likes and dislikes.

There are lots of ways to make people do as you like. I have to say, by throwing tantrums or putting up a 'black' face is one of the lousiest ways to achieve that. Yes, you can definitely make me give in (i'm going to change this fact one day) but the price for you to pay is, everyone i come across those few days is going to learn something about you and most of the time, it's something bad. Because it's really hard for me to keep my mouth shut when i'm feeling that someone has taken advantage of me, forcefully..

haih.. i hope to learn some of the ways which i can control my anger. It's really bad to get angry frequently, bad for the health, bad for the weight and bad for the skin too. I've decided to learn yoga so i can have better self-control and self-awareness. Yoga is also an excellent aerobic exercise for people at any age.

'i've got things to say, please listen to me! I believe i am loud enough, but i guess my words have little or no weight. So you guys never listen to me...please, don't ignore my opinion.. please respect my decision and my plan...'

I understand, it's all up to me. I'm the only one who can bring myself out of this awful circumstance. I need more strength..