The grass next door is greener. Of course, it's not always true but sometimes it's so easy for me to fall into that kind of thinking.
I saw those flowers near my house simpang the other day, when i was taking a walk at dusk. I love the atmosphere at that time. Full of golden yellow sunlight and cool evening breeze. I was fascinated by the beauty of those flowers when the sunlight fell on them.
It made me realize that i haven't been looking around this neighbourhood for quite some time. I've been looking forward to eco-trips in a few countries but actually, there are something lovely near me and i almost missed it. And really, simple things are not necessary plain while sophisticated stuffs are not always apealing.
I want to learn to appreciate what i already have, instead of keep trying to reach for something that is not crucial in life.
At the moment, i'm learning to love the way i am now. I don't have to be the best to be accepted by people, what matter most is i accept myself for who i am.
Last week, i went for my first yoga class at a yoga studio in kiulap. Today i went for my second class. I love it. After my first class, i could feel all the tensions off from my body. I felt a lot 'lighter'. And today, gosh! I can see the floor and mat covered by my sweat droplets all the time *blushed* I love the way i feel at the end of a exercise session, especially when i sweat a lot during the sesson. It's the effect of epinephrine hormones i guess. I feel accomplished!
Recently, i bought a book on LOHAS lifestyle. I have to say i'm impressed with the LOHAS way of living and i hope one day i'll be determined enough to be one of the LOHAS people.
I'm weird maybe, but i do need more courage in order to be dare enough to be different from others. But i'm trying, bit by bit and one day, i'll succeed :)
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