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Thank you Lizzy. My toe is ok now, the bruise is fading. Maybe because i've always been very careful and protective over myself, i seldom get hurt. So, it's a strange feeling for me to have a painful toe. So i took a picture of my toe on the night the dumb-bell fell on it. A bit sakai, i know :p

I don't name my car. It is officially mine now (forgot if i've announced it before). The bluecard has my name on it. But whenever i talk to my car, i'll call it 'bao bei'. Two days ago, i was using my old good corolla. When i was driving it on the highway, i had that urge to hug the car as tight as i can. I still feel more comfortable with the corolla. Feel like i'm losing something important. I knwo it's silly to think that way. The corolla is still at my place. It's used to be my mom's car and now it's just gone back to its original owner. Now i'm still getting used to my new bao bei.

Good news! I've got my pay, though it's only a month's salary after waiting for 2 months. I reckon it's better than not getting any money at all. I wanted to pay my dad the money he has lent me for buying my car but he declined. So now my main goal is finish off the bank loan as soon as possible.

I've told my boss that i don't want to continue this job even if he's extending the contract period. I think i'm really fed-up with late payment. When the pay day is unpredictable, and sometimes be up to 3 months late, it's so hard for me to manage my personal finance. Each time when i got my pay, i'd assign the moeny nicely but it always gets interrupted in the end due to delay of next pay. It's frustrating to know that i've worked for almost 7 months now but i only got paid for 4 times. I hope to get a job in a private company but that will really depend on luck, because biology is not popular among the private sectors here, i guess.

I can't wait for my last working day to come. Because i get annoyed when i want to do my job hunting but am stucked with my fixed working hours now. I'm the type of person who likes to do things right away once i got the decision. But now my personal matter has to wait till fridays and sundays. Sometimes i'm still forced to go out during working hours, because my working hour is the same as other departments' working hours.

I am still learning to control myself when it comes to food. I am still learning to communicate with my father (a big challenge).