after effect

continue to my previous post...
i feel touched and grateful...there's no reason for me to be depressed..because as far as i can remember, people never give up on me...even someone like my dad...although he betray us..he still willing to fulfill our demands...still thinks i'll have high achievements...my life is full of cares and love...do i sound like showing off?? i'm just speaking the truth...

i like talking to, or rather, asking, lizzy and mimi...especially when i have no idea what to do..because you guys never agree with me blindly...some people will just assume there's a good intention behind everything i do...
and i have 100% trust in the 2 old ladies...like..when i'm with them..i can just say anything i want..and feel safe to talk about secrets and crack jokes..

i once did a quiz...and i agree with the answer..it said something like..my bestfriends will be those who won't demand or need me to be with them all the time...more or less like the situation between me and you 2 old ladies lah...we keep in touch...seldom meet yet still can talk a lot when meet...it's like..we don't need physical bonding to keep the friendship going...i don't feel distant when we don't meet...well actually..i've passed the time when i felt insecure about not connecting with you guys...during form 6...but i think that's more to do with falling in love kua..too attached to my dear till lost track of what you guys were doing...

you know..i really think i've grown up lah..because i see things differently now..and i learnt to cherish a lot of things in my life..i'm clearer about what i want...come to think of it..i have ambitious goal too ah...i want everyone in my family, especially my mom..to have good life...i want to sponsor my mom at least one vacation each year...so i better start as early as i can to earn money..