whenever i look at my sis, my bro-in-law and eshyn...i'm always tempted to start my own family....my sis makes me believe as long as you don't give up hope..anything can happen..and nothing can stop you from your happiness...
but then...i'm not my sis...my type of personality won't allow me to marry at early age and start a family before i'm financially affordable...and for me..giving birth is easy..but upbringing a kid is a huge challenge..too adventurous for me at the moment...hehe..
bit cloudy now..but hope it won't rain...because i'm going jogging with anna and mama..because i don't like rainy night...because i'm going to be alone at home tonight...i want 0% chance of blackout...i'm anti-black..never like darkness....i mean complete darkness...i feel insecure and can't breathe when there's 100% darkness...but hehe..i can see sunlight now...yea~
lizzy and mimi both in bandar so probably can't join us...
just now went to shop...bought myself a t-shirt and a dress...a dress oh people...hehe..i'm a bit fed-up with myself wearing jeans all the time...so willing to make a change...plus..next year i'll be 21..a significant age for us..i'm going to become a lady...how fast time flies...i'm saying goodbye to my teenage..hehe..wonder will i be still this erm..glad when i enter my 40s...
anyway..i'm thinking maybe i can start wearing some of the new skirts and clothes i bought for chinese new year...because there's no way i can wear them all during the chinese new year..unless i don't have to go to school...last time when i was younger..i never have problem with clothes..i just needed a few tees (XL size) and a few pairs of trousers..but now..i have more choices..so i always have more than enough clothes...i need more accessories actually...but..not compulsory...plus i better save my money up..been spending a lot for the christmas...
sometimes i do wish i could have a husband now...like..i already had bf...so i know how it feels to have one...but i never have a hubby..wonder how does it feel to be a Mrs instead of Miss...just a crazy thought of mine...
tomorrow night i'm watching king kong...these days can't find the food that can satisfy my taste bud....i dont know what i'm looking for...but i do know i'm looking for something that can make me feel surrender when i eat it...
i have bigger tummy now...thank god i'm not celebrity or else rumours about me getting pregnant will be heard lor...
hm...continue later if i got things to say..
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