went to a christmas gathering with my sis...first time eating turkey..nice..like roasted chicken to me..except that turkey flesh is harder..but i like it...really nice...but..as usual..i'm not familiar with the family so i just pretend that i've eaten enough lah..haha...i wonder who started saying eating only a little bit of the food is one of the manner of a lady...if that's the case..then i'm only a lady when i'm with strangers eh...
probably going massage again with meimei on thursday...i think i'm a good customer..because i keep recommending people to go there...first time oh meeting meimei eversince she came back from aussie..actually i still feel a bit guilty for not sending her off when she left last time..i also feel the same to goh oh..but don't think i'll let him know...we're off contact now too...but feel glad for him for his graduation...still a long way for him to go..
i need someone to talk to...but i'm choosy when come to sharing deepest thoughts...sms is not enough for me...and i don't talk to anyone...i only want to talk with people who already know about what happened..don't think i have the patience to explain everything from the beginning..
everytime..in the end i'll turn to jason...and he's always there for me...
i was bit shocked just now..because of something...what he said keeps replaying in my mind..can't remember for how long tht i never think about a thing for this deep..deep till i got headache...the timing between us is always mismatch..
pointless to talk about it now..because i already told him my decision...but i really wish to talk about it...because more things become clear in my mind...
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