home alone

i forgot to mention one thing that happened on wednesday...i got stopped during a road block..because of the sunshield at the back of my car...first time eh...only remember it when my aunt called this morning to ask what happened...someone must have told my cousin about it..and my cousin told my grandma...made my grandma worried...big mouth eh..

spent my whole afternoon home..sleep while watching in her shoes...not a bad movie..about sisterhood...then also finished reading CLEO...starting with FEMALE soon..

i feel grateful..because a lot of people have been caring to me...my mom called at least once a day while she's away to make sure i'm alright...the first thing she asks will be am i alone...then my sis offered to stay the night here tonight...although i think with her eshyn around, it'll be too much trouble :P hehe..but my niece has angelic look..which makes everything not a problem...we all agree that eshyn is a devil with angel face oh...then i remember everytime for field trip..dr charles will ask if i'm alright..while on he way to the field and on the way back...maybe i'm the junior...and of course..no matter what happen..jason is around...and mimi is a call away..i remember that oh mi...hehe...also lee shi will be there for me to consult whenever i need advices....and i think swait zin has been trying his best to help me to get out of the loneliness...

actually swait zin...i think i was wronged...i have friends..all the time...but it's just me and my laziness that made me misunderstood that i'm alone...how can a person be lonely when she has so many cares and loves around her right...

i realized oh...during holiday...i can stay at home for days without stepping out from my house oh...just like..on the first day i got my exam...my car felt so strange..as if i hadn't been driving for ages...

i'm waiting for the 10.30 series at channel 38 now...it's so nice the story...typical though...a bad guy and a good girl fell in love...the guy called himself devil...so that girl is the angel that comes to rescue him...but a bit complicated..because their parents are marrying with each other soon...so soon they'll be siblings...
like other girls..me too will dream of me, as a gentle and nice girl, fell in love with a bad bad guy and from then on..the bad guy starts to behave himself because of me...hehe...daydreaming..
but i know..in reality...i usually wont go for those 'bad guys'...just like jay zhou...i think what makes him so popular among girls is partly the mysterious and that hard-to-tame feeling his appearance gives people...sometimes i do think jay is better looking than pan wei bo lah..
because pan wei bo...ok ok lah his face..but then..looking at him makes my heart beat faster...
like his voice...and his dances...but im not so into rapper...he's an exception..hehe..