one more paper to go..

lizzy i wish i could comfort you...but..sorry...i really don't know how...
before this year..or should i say before uni...i always thought that lizzy is someone strong...confident..and decisive...so i can say whatever i want when i'm with her...we're close enough to understand each other...but now...i begin to realize...i can hurt you too unconsciously...
i think you're trying too hard to forget giap...which makes the whole thing difficult for you...but i can say this maybe it's because i've never experienced that...even for goh and esmond...i just forget them as time pass....but that was easy because we're off contact...actually i still couldn't believe that i actually could just let go of the feeling to esmond with so much determination...maybe should thank to the fact that he got a gf at that time...which speeded me up...
*hugs* after exam...let's do something wild :p
i'm doubtful though..how wild can i go...hehe...

today is not my last paper...but it was the last paper that i have to worry...i know i sound bit too confident for my japanese...but i was speaking the truth...i have no pressure at all for japanese exam..because minako sensei is soooo kind and lenient to us...it's easier to get A than to fail in her exam...people who take japanese will know what i mean...
i'll start the revision tomorrow lah...wish to go for another massage....i hate it when my shoulders pain always bother me after a brain-cracking exam...i need a really long rest for my shoulder pain to heal i guess...maybe should buy a lavender or chamomile massage oil and massage myself at home...

i wanna try some of the recipes i've got during this long vacation...also try some DIY beauty tips...i'm collecting used green tea bags now...
wonder if mimi wants to go to school together on wednesday afternoon...
just now the sun so hot oh...i thought of using umbrella...like lizzy did...but..no one else was using that time..if i use it..i'll be the only one...the idea of people might look at me makes me uncomfortable...don't like to get people's attention that way...so i just be brave and sacrifice my skin lor....poor skin...my arms were ok because i applied UV protection lotion before going to school..lips were ok too as they were coated with UV protection lip balm...but my face...oh my god! i was afraid the acne might come back so i stop all the skin products on my face...
so tempted to go back for facial treatment now...