sleepy..

my facial is postponed to friday..because tomorrow the beautician is on leave...still thinking should i go for shoulder massage first tomorrow...my shoulders are hurt~ *sniff *sniff

but don't think i'll go anywhere...my sis is admitted to the hospital..but she's alright..i hope..
i wish to go shopping..or just go around...but everytime when i think of that..i'll also think about what if my mom need help to look after my niece..

a lot of the times..i know some people are just trying to be helpful...but sometimes instead of feeling being helped, i feel like they're busybody...example?? ok..do you think i need people to teach me how to jog? there's this man who...well some kind of relative of mine..who always annoys me and siao when we go jogging...he'll keep trying to talk to us and we'll keep trying to pretend he's invisible...everyone avoids him...because he always says pointless stuffs..either that or he'll be bragging about his daughter...
how you approach a person is really important...when another person says the same thing to me, i don't feel offended...
people just like to encourage me to run when all i want to do is brisk-walking...jogging isn't the right exercise for everyone..

yeah lizzy...greed is the root of evil...hehe but i don't think that deep lor...i wish to go back to the time when we're less richer than now...that time..my dad had more time for us..and occasionally we'd stay overnight in miri or labuan...and dined out once in a while..
i like one of the lectures we had with dr rohana last time...about money creates more desires and greeds...how true...

so tired...my shoulders and my eyes...novels are something i love..yet not good for me...i don't stay up whole night for any test or exam or assignment...but i can spend whole night reading novels till next morning...