another week

i miss school.. miss the time when my mind is occupied with study and assignments..

went to jibah's wedding yesterday.. she was sooo pretty... one of the prettiest malay brides i've ever seen.. not that i've seen all the brides for those malay weddings i attended.. when i was young.. i used to represent my dad to attend weddings.. most of the time.. i don't know who were the newly weds at all.. all i knew was.. it's a time for me to indulge in those expensive delicacies.. last year.. when i went to labuan for a relative's wedding.. i realized i've been so lucky.. those things like abalone and sharks' fins.. i've been eating them several times a year since young.. but for my cousin back in labuan... some of them have never tasted any of those before.. till then i know i should be grateful..

at the wedding.. the temperature was high.. the weather was too fine.. lots of guests..
i couldn't stop thinking about what kind of wedding i want..
i won't like to have a grand celebration.. prefer a small gathering with my close relatives and friends.. i dont need the whole world to know i'm married.. sharing the happiness with those people who i'm close with is perfect enough.. plus.. a grand ceremony will leave me with no time to hang out with my guests..

wish to have my own cafe one day.. i'll see those snacks or food which can make a person looks better and healthier..

i'm incredibly emotional these days.. cry easily.. yesterday i had the urge to drop tears during the 'foot-washing' ceremony at the wedding... i wasn't sad at all..i was feeling happy for jibah.. yet i wished to cry..

went for a traditional urut yesterday.. the haji advised me to cut down on cold drinks and spicy food.. i never know my body has that much problem..