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i know sometimes i'm a troublesome people.. i'm too sensitive, especially to people i care.. so i tend to hurt myself with their words or actions.. i'm just thinking too much i guess.. but i never doubt about my ability to get heal and stand up again..
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good thing that i can take nihongo.. but from yesterday meeting.. i know some erm not-so-nice people are still with us it's obvious that they are not considerate people.. they can't come to the time sensei suggested because they don't want.. not because they can't.. what's wrong with having class at 8am or during lunch time?? if you really want this course, you should be prepared to sacrifice.. for me that's not even considered as sacrifice... i don't believe anyone in ubd will get malnutritious from skipping one meal.. i pity sensei,, which motivates me to maintain my grade A in japanese...

my niece has a small electric organ.. i love playing with it.. my big electric keyboard is not good now.. guess something;s wrong with the switch.. have to fix it soon.. i miss playing it.. especially now there's a lot of new songs.. better find their code out so i can play them... it's a biggest sorry in my life now that i nevr get the chance to learn piano.. i told myself i'll learn it one day when i start working, earning my own money.. it's still not cheap now to learn.. now i'm thinking perhaps what i'm interested is keyboard.. since i love pop music more than classical music..

i'm thinking to join an aerobic class.. so i can stay motivated at sports.. if i pay for it, i'll definitely will go.. despite the tight schedule.. plus my time-table this sem is very empty.. mimi has a really hectic one.. mizah (maizi's sister) too.. so i plan to fill up my emtpy slots with PS.. hope i can do that.. wish me luck.. hehe... it's a beginning of another sem.. so better make it a good beginning.. i just hope i won't forget to allow myself to take a rest or at least..take a few breathes when i'm tired..
it's really pointless to decide what's right or wrong.. because everyone has his/her own idea about what is right and what is wrong.. everyone has her/his own way to live a life... why should i worry at first place that something's wrong with me.. when i don;t have a life like others.. but it's never too late to learn.. since i'm still young.. :)