windy sunday

another sunday.. tomorrow's a holiday... finally have time to take a break.. i keep feeling like.. i need to slow down my step.. life is too busy and fast.. i can't sit down and think about any particular thing i do.. i'm a slow person.. i like taking my time to enjoy things i do..

suddenly.. everyone is talking about lecturers reading students' blogs.. like it's a very big issue..
isn't that a nice thing?? it shows the lecturer really cares about the students.. and i think it's a good way to teach us to be responsible with our words.. i always think a good lecturer or teacher will teach the students more than those in the books.. i don't mind people reading my blogs.. though i still find it awkward to tell people about my blog.. hm... will feel like i'm advertising myself.. the fewer people reading my blog.. the better... i'll feel less restricted that way..
i better don't talk much on this.. because i'm still feeling very self-conscious when talking about it.. not natural at all.. but i won't stop blogging for sure.. this is a way for me to keep in touch with my friends... especially lizzy and mimi... blogging is not a bad thing.. if we use it properly..

last night i heard an unpleasant comment on me... it's so easy to remember a bad comment and to forget a good one.. bad one stays but good ones always fade away... does that mean if i want to make someone remember me.. i should be bad to that person?? :p
i rather let that person forget me...
at first thought i'm strong enough.. erm... i'm not immune yet...
i really like hanging out with my friends... when we get together.. we talk and laugh... when we part.. it's the good memories that's left.. but when those adults got together last night.. what's left today is gossiping.. who is right who is wrong.. who is bad to her husband.. who is fat who is slim... gatherings these days just lose their point of gathering..

today is my niece's birthday.. she's 2 years old now.. getting naughtier every day...

met nining on wednesday... then had lunch with her and suaike and antonia.. antonia said he envy me.. because i'm happy every day... i forgot to tell him i'm happy because i see him.. he's like a cartoon.. cute and adorable.. his laughter is simply infectious..
and it feels nice to get in touch with nining back.. miss her.. good to know she's happy with her darling now...

then i also joined this Brunei Environmental Action Course.. i think it's interesting and helpful.. it teaches us how to be organized, how to make the right decision and improve our communication skills.. through activities about recycling, reducing and reuse..
i hope one day i can work for Brunei Museum.. i'd love to contribute to the conservation of our heritage here in Brunei.. such as Tasek Merimbun.. we went there on thursday with dr charles.. the trip was great.. it's so much different from the trip with dr azman 2 years ago... when we went there the last time, the staffs there treated us like tourists.. but this time.. we're just students who might become researchers one day.. so they told us a lot of useful things.. like the management.. the resources there... then we took a short walk in the forest.. also the boat ride.. the boat ride was cool.. the guide told us about the islands.. saw maroon langurs and macaques.. also birds.. quite a lot of egrets there...i'd love to work there one day.. it's good for the mind and health... who can't be a better person when face with such lovely scene every day right??
i think i know now what project i'll be interested in..
plan to bring my mom there.. because she's never been there..
selfishly.. i hope the government won't open the area for ecotourism.. i really wish the area can be preserved.. one good thing about the management there is they allow the locals there to maintain their traditional life.. they recognized that the traditional life is part of the heritage there... such a peaceful place.. and the fact that tasek merimbun is in the same district as me makes me want to preserve it more..
the trip was such a great experience.. but writing the report brings headache :p
how to write about a trip in a full scientific report format.. :s