before bedtime...

i'm a typical girl...if someone told me she has put on weight i'll think it's ok as long as she still looks the same...but if i put on weight...just 1 kg is a big deal...i'm trying to be as slim as possible all the time but honestly, i wish i could be like lizzy oh...you eat and don't bother to care...
i won't longer think the difference in us is because i have a bf...we both mind what others think of us..others as in people who mean a lot to us...and i always let it affect me...affect my decision and everything...also..i really enjoy the feeling when i can fit into any clothes i choose...hehe..

exchanging role ah...maybe...but don't worry...because..like what tek ying said..she couldn't imagine it when i told her back in secondary school..i was more active than lizzy oh...hehe...so i'm sure you'll join us again..even not in the same class....i guess i've really become very subtle.... i really prefer to hide in the shadow now...and..i only take initiative when i'm with my family and dear...when i'm with other people...er...it's not because i don't appreciate friendship anymore...i just believe true friendship doesn't need to me to make myself to do something unwillingly... you guys understand right?? maybe for others..i never do anything...but i know what i'm doing... like me and chiou... i won't blame myself for not putting in effort lor...just go with the flow...
i don't know how to put my feeling into words.... just like i'm not so good at expresing my feelings out now...

planned to go swimming tomorrow morning but then i changed my mind..afraid i'll be too tired for the lectures tomorrow...erm..thought when i change to biological science..me and lizzy will meet more often..but then...not so leh..meet mimi more eh...and..hmm....we're always the one missing mimi and mimi leh...update and your site and let us know how much you miss us yeah..
hehe...

i donated that amount because....it's official and people of APB...those who're soo faithful to MIB...well i trust them...hehe...

i told myself...starting from next week onwards..tomorrow lah...i must study harder....at least slightly harder than last semester...
i believe i can find a way to organise my time between study, family, dear, friends and sports..

ok..time to rest...i need sufficient rest to start my plan for all..;)