finally...

finally done with the registration....left with a little problem with the time table for the course BI1115..hopefully no more clashes between the courses..
i feel a bit worried about the new courses though..that is geo and resource study I, a course in FBEPS...attended lectures of both..and i think geo will be a bit more difficult for me...maybe because resource study is more similar to bio...
but from my last geo lecrure...i learnt that a lot of things which i notice and think in my daily life is geography...i never know that life has so much geography...
but as i'm more confirmed with the time of the lectures of several courses..the more secure i feel..i don't like it when everything is not confirmed...feel insecure..as if my life is not controlled in my own hands...i'm the type of person who needs a stable life...even if the life routine bored me out..i still prefer to know what's exactly going on in my life...

i've donated $50..but i still feel i haven't done enough...because i didn't buy anything like food and clothes as i planned...and i've over-estimated myself...when i heard damit said that UBD is offering for students to volunteer to go to Acheh...i can't make myself to take part...if say it in a good way...i have no experiences in handling that kind of circumstances..i'll only create troubles for them...but honestly..i'm scared..i don't think i'm able to withstand it...just looking at those scenes shown on tv...i already cried lor...if i go there...i don't know...will i go crazy?? hmm..
in short..now it's not the time to go...but one day i must train myself to be able to volunteer this kind of task at any time...at the moment..all i can do is donating money and stuffs they need...
it's so awful to know i can't do any other things...

i don't quite like my schedule now...although there's always a big gap in between lectures..i can't do a lot since i have to remind myself not to forget about the time..the gap becomes a limit for me...but as what i told tek ying..i must make good use of the time and also the library...
but..a big but oh...today is just the third day yet i'm already very tired...but i think it's due to the walkings for the last 2 days...so i guess from next week onwards...everything will be fine...i hope..

one thing to be proud of myself..i didn't spend any money eversince monday...except for buying stationary for me and my brothers...the rest...not even a cent...if this can go on...wow...i can relax during december lor...but i know i also need to buy some stuffs to my aunt's place lah...can't always have free meal there mah...but i 've thought about it...it won't make any harm if i go out for lunch once or twice a week...as long as not too expensive.....maybe once in a while lor for japanese or korean food...hehe..:p i just can't stop having those...