pms..

been feeling sentimental today...cried for no reason..and laugh for tiny stuffs...

loving him makes lizzy different from the close friend i used to know...but is that how wonderful love can be..
i like it when she described how she feels for him...although that sometimes makes me wonder do i still know her..
i always know..what i love best about me and dear..is we're different in many ways...i'm not his perfect match...he's not mine too..we're far from our dream partner..yet we still stay with each other..still willing to cope with all the downs...still believe we're right for each other...so..even though i don't longer believe in love can last forever if it's true enough...i'm willing to work hard to achieve forever..because he's the one..

i've finally come across a true life account which shows that..some people are deserved to have miserable life...
after all my attempts to make him see the truth..he thinks i'm dumb because i don't know the word 'open'..because i don't understand when he has conflicts in his life...duh~
as if he's the only one whose life doesn't go smoothly...plus..like i said..he deserves it..because please lah...that's only a minute thing in life...and what he said he doesn't want to happen..he's working towards it....i've told him..but he thinks i'm just being insensible...
a bit relieved...but also a bit pissed off...