some thoughts...

just returned home from the mall...watched kingdom of heaven with dear..i like that movie..because it makes me think...
religion...i guess i have none..i don't belong to any particular religion..even though i've been saying i'm a buddist...many of us..think we're buddhists because we're told so...my sis just suggested to me the other day...about this sunday..she and her baby devil will go to somewhere in seria...i think it's something like.embracing the religion her mom-in-law has been practising...
now i know i'm not going with her...just think that..sometimes..when you don't have a religion..you have less chance to fight...
every religion teaches us to love...teaches us about life...about peace...yet..the problem always comes when you're too absorbed in your religion...i actually disagree with what sarinah mentioned in her presentation...also what dr rohana said...i don't believe that any religion will tell its followers that our religion is the best...
if there's no religion...will the world be more peaceful?? well...i'm doubtful about that...after all..war and peace..make up a cycle...in my opinion...people won't appreciate the peace if there's no war...and everytime...we only learn the lesson after a war...it's not that we never learn...there's just always someone who believes he can make a different...
the most silly thing in the movie...is..'it's God's will to fight'...thank god in my living cycle..there's no such people...
i think..the winner is balian...even though he surrendered in the end....muslim didn't win...because their king gave in...and balian..got what he wanted..safety and freedom of the people..he's a good knight..but don't know why...i don't really like his character...

normally...i come across sentence like..it's every girl's dream to be Cinderella...hmm...agree with that....but what about guys?? from my personal experiences...i think..most guys...don't look forward to become prince charming...they're more enjoying to be romeo...being sad because of love...always think he's the only one in this world with love problem...
for those guys....i think which ever girl who reject them..did the right decision...
guys should learn that nowadays..girls are not soft-hearted and emotional as before....we dont sympathise and give in when you're sad...we'll just become more confirmed that we did the right thing...i still think one of the best ways to win a girl's heart is to make her think you're strong and tough...

went to ICC today..but didn't have the chance to look at the drawings at the main entrance...i still remember the one that show many crowns pointing at each other and laughed...we're like them...we make mistakes...and laugh at others who do mistakes...

i realized..the best way to make me dislike my father less..is not to see him...when he's not around...i can forget about the things he does to us..i'll recall more of the good things he did for me...

hmm...being lost in my life has an advantage...each time i'm lost...i learnt more things about myself...