fireworks...:(

thought tonight could enjoy the beauty of that fireworks...but then..i felt tired to drive..and my mom thinks it's inappropriate to go since the road is wet..i don't feel safe to drive at night too..
i think my body needs a lot of attention during the holiday eh...i really think i should go to the doctor to check my eyes, my chest and my teeth...anyone wanna go with me?? sometimes i still get nervous and scared when it's my turn to see the doctor..

revision week is starting..meaning time for me to keep fit..this time for sure i've become bigger..can feel it..the feeling is strong..which makes me so self-conscious...my auntie keeps cooking for us...especially night time...my mom and i are saying we'll start our diet plan next week..when my uncle and auntie return to labuan..

tomorrow going to the trip with dr charles...hope i'll enjoy it...this year i begin to feel the urge to know more about my country..and i think i need to strengthen my malay speakings...so i can talk with anyone anywhere anytime...

i got dozed off when i was watching tv just now..too tired...almost declined to shower...hehe of course lah i did shower...i'm the type who dont feel comfortable if i take less than 2 showers per day...twice is already the minimum eh...morning and night...i think i have very low chance of getting sick..looks like that though...because i'm health-conscious...hehe but that's because i want to look good...a sick person can never look her best i think...and i really hate to get dizzy easily..it's annoying when i think of last time when i got mild low blood pressure..

tomorrow mimi also invites me to go raya with them...i'll see what i can do...wish to go out with them..wish to join lee shi them also...but also wish to get enough rest...and open house eh...bad bad for my diet plan..
anyone want to go to gym during the holiday?? we can go together oh...i'm thinking about the gym at jpmc...that's the only one i'm familiar with...
i really hope one day i can accept every single weakness of mine..and feel happy about it..
not like now..i find faults easily in myself..

i think i should sleep early tonight..maybe i read my magazine first...haven't even gone through half of it eversince i bought it last week...good thing though...meaning shorter time for me to wait for the next cleo...hehe..

i must remember to ask for the map to mizah's place tomorrow...just in case i'm coming...