last night went to blue cafe and swenson with dear...soooo full....this kind of things..can only happen once in a long while...or else i can't imagine how will i look...but i had a nice time last night...the food was nice...though expensive..
next saturday night i'll join mimi them for buffet at RBC...oh my god~ another big feast...
mizah...mimi mentioned to invite you but i told her you'll be in temburong by the time...that's why i didn't sms you....
for me...i don't need a lot of friends...as long as i have some close ones...and it's ok to be left behind whenever there's any outing...i didn't know about the saturday night things too ah...only knew it when i read lizzy's blog..and yours....of course it's different for me and you...because i might not enjoy hanging out with them...just have that difficulty in fitting in with the group...
can't say i took this easily...i had suffered a lot of this last year...until i finally realized there's no one else can help me to enjoy my life...it's just pointless to change myself just to have friends... and friends don't necessary mean that we have to be together all the time..or very often... my friends know me well, understand me...and hopefully i know and understand them well in return...
like my aunt said..it's normal to feel awkward and quiet with friends you have once close with as you grow up...everyone is changing all the time...either to be more similar or more different...
and i believe no matter where i go...i can find myself friends...maybe i'm closer to my family now..so i know even if the worst comes..i still have my family...so i will never be alone...
yong ming is back...and hong hwa is finishing his exam soon...i feel an urge to meet a lot of my friends who i've been neglecting during study time...like yong ming..hong hwa..ah fei..ah bee..chiou...
i had an unsatisfying lunch...or brunch....so my mind is still searching for something else to eat..just to make myself feel better...food is a good comfort for all time.. :)
sz..don't be too grateful to me for reading your blog oh :P ...im sure others read your blog too lah..in a quiet way maybe...
3 comments:
yea, now I'm ok with it. I realise it's pointless to change yourself for others. I knew about the saturday outing from a friend too.
It's ok, :D, yup, gonna be in temburong by that time, maybe should go out once I come back.
btw, jocy, you are the only bioscience that I gave my blog address, somehow, I don't trust any of them with my blog
hey, guess what? Dr. Charles advised me not to go to patoi due to my asthmatic condition. So, all through June, I'm kinda free, hehe. When's the outing with Mimi?
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