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i think i'm the type who pressurized myself very often..for almost everything, i make a standard for myself to achieve...like..i want to maintain my result as grade B in every semester...when i go to school..except for the material and types of clothing..i mustn't go against the dress code too far...as a student, i mustn't fall asleep in class..mustn't talk when the lecturer is teaching..when out with my malay friends, must make sure i don't wear too exposing...as a daughter, i mustn't do things my mom doesn't like..so many more..
life is fair...because i'm cheerful enough to stay happy and carefree...i nnormally won't spend my time worrying...if i break the rule..just go with the flow lah...
like now..i'm moving with the flow...i don't force myself to get B...if i happen to get something below that grade..work harder next time...i can't wear the types of clothing i like to school..reserve them when i'm out with dear..showing it to dear feels a lot better than showing it to the lecturers ah...

lizzy..thanks oh..thanks for..comforting me back..hehe..i didn't realise oh...when i typed all those..i was just trying to avoid misunderstanding like..you thought i'm jealous..or sad...
although sometimes i do feel a bit lonely when in uni...like..no companion for lunch...but that's ok ah..because that's more to do with the schedule...plus..now i'm getting used to it...instead of mourning for it..i have quick lunch then go to my next classroom and wait..or lunch with dear...or even do my work in the library...i can really do a lot when i'm alone...feel like finally i have all the time to myself...just me, myself and i..hehe...don't have to think about other people...just concentrate on my own work...seems like i can only get that feeling when in school..or at midnight at home..when everyone's asleep...

vassco..i think i know who you're talking about...thanks oh...you're like my blog's security eh..hehe...steady eh..even know the gender of the people...you said programming is easy...that's like i tell you biological experiment is a piece of cake lah :p

we've decided to make kimchi next cooking activity...the supplier of the recipe..me! hehe...can't wait for it...

a bit speechless lah..all the ECA i'm interested to join..are having their activities on the same day of the week..and similar time...kacau...nevermind..i'll just join the BJFA next sem...as for the music..wait till they start with keyboard first lah..

getting 10.30..and i'm not ready for tomorrow's tutorial..gosh! i only finish half of the questions...have to do more later before i go to bed..

honestly..if buying the invertebrate zoology is the only way to get that book..i'll consider buying oh...because since i'm in biological science...getting a good textbook is worthed the price lor...like campbell...it's still useful for me..till now...organic chemistry too..so no regrets...plus..i think i'll need the books again..since i'm still not sure which field i'll choose for my project next time..it's good to have a good book to refer and as reminder when i go to fourth year or working next time i guess..
too bad just now i left uni late..so can't make it to return the book to sawa tomorrow...feel sorry eh...although she said she doesn;t think she'll need the book for her revision for the test on saturday..i still insist to return her the book tomorrow..just in case she decides to use the book at last minute...maybe i'll just send the book to her place tomorrow afternoon..after i got the book back from the shop...
sir teck was there when i sent it just now...he's a good brother..but definitely not the type of friend i'll like to have...still will get goosebump eh when i think of what he did before..
tomorrow afternoon..i'll go to bk udal...spend some time there..in the end..i still have to start my revision last minute eh...sat pai eh me..