just had practical..for the first time oh i'm praised for my dissection...those dissections i did during biomed were all in a mess..if i'm not mistaken...i failed my rat dissection eh...
that's the past..and proved one thing....you can do great job if you put effort into it...i stayed at the lab till 6.45..because catty (spelling?) would be alone if i leave...i finished at around 6..but i didn't feel safe if leave her alone in the lab..so i stayed with her until her twin sister turned up.. then on my way home...the sky was soo~ nice..it was blue..then lighter blue as it go higher...and finally the blue got darker and darker towards the direction to muara...so nice...then the stars..i didn't feel lonely or scared at all just now to drive home alone as the sky got dark...feel like..the stars were accompanying me oh...hehe..
i was very exhausted in the morning..but now feel a lot better...
felt a bit disappointed though when someone didn't wait for me just now at the end of practical...normally i wait for her..and i make sure i inform her immediately when i know there's changes in our schedule or what...but she never do the same...what i do for her..i expect her to do the same for me...and sometimes i feel annoyed when she requested confirmation from others about the things i've just told her a few mins ago...right in front of me...
but again...i must've done things which annoyed her too...so same same lah...if my mood is good..no problem at all...the frustration only comes in when i don't feel alright...
hehe..tell you one thing oh vassco..i read a lot of chinese novel..but i never remember the author's name...because normally i just read the summary at the back..then will start reading...who's the author i never bother...but for blog..of course i won't pay much attention lah if i don't know the owner....unless there's special reason..
lizzy...sometimes i feel like talking to you oh..but..will feel scared lah...not sure what am i scared for...maybe trying to avoid similar thing like last time happen again..and i'm very aware of what i say and do will make you think..looking at you and nisa is like..seeing the me and you before..sweet memories~
i feel glad for you ah...can find someone so click...i swear..i really didn't add 'vinegar' into whatever i said oh...because it feel so nice to see you're having fun in your life now...
i know my way is unhealthy lah...i tend to feel myself inferior to you guys...but i really admire the way nisa and mai do their work..like..they always know so many things oh...but normally people just rush with their work to meet the due date..without bothering much about the quality...
really don't worry oh..i'm feeling ok ah..just..don't feel like keeping this kind of things inside till i can't talk to you at all...feel a lot better after saying it out..
these days..i just can't stop feeling that i'm so lucky and fortumate...:)
some people actually thought i'm first year student oh..i must be looking young :p hahaa
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I saw one classmate reading ur blog as well few months ago. Maybe he knows u.. should be, because he remembered this blog address.
Hehe.. if no one knows that blog is mine.. I think no one bother to read. I don't think it's easy to identify that is mine.. :-D.
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