supposed to be in bed now...since exam is coming..i should get enough sleep and rest before i start studying...but i just have that desire to post something here...
a step, second step, third step...step by step...glad that i'm moving on...at the same time, a bit sad because i'm getting further and further from our past...
just now had a long talk with mama...time seemed to fly when we talk...miss the time we all hang out together at her place...eating lots of keropok and watching miseri...
honestly...i miss the time when i have a boyfriend...at least a crush...then i won't be so lost....i still haven't got used to single life...most of the time i'm ok with it..thanks to the study and other things and people in my life...but i guess i'm the type who look forward to have someone to share both my ups and downs...as a lover....i'm pisces after all...
i don't like to let my feeling suspending in the air...i never like to be alone...i like to know that someone else share the same heart beat with me...wish that i could have someone to hug me to make me warm..
sometimes i'm ignorant...on purpose...so i don;t have to know who and who are not as good as i used to think...just like an ostrich...
still have a lot to say..still a lot to type..but...the words only hanging in my mind...just can't reach my fingers...
1 comment:
oh.. u have a good fren oh.. the one ah who even comment on ur blog even exam coming in few hrs time oh.. ;) see.. like tat u not happy ah.. cheh~ no sense of content.. *stick tongue out*
heh.. yea.. im strong ain't i? if i am.. wahah.. im very sure u are too as well.. ah ya.. u dun believe me ah.. it just takes time. time is the word. and u can see how normal is it to mourn everytime one.. like me last time.. last time i mourn now u lo.. ;) even now me also.. hehe..
ok la.. u chubby jocy.. make sure i see u chubby oh if not dun call me out if ure thin.. haha.. okok.. tk.. and dun drink beer! eat chocolate! ;)
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